I'm Scared

Today, once again my lecturer...Sir Subra remind us about the practical session in industrial area...
There, we only can rely on ourself...there is no one can help us...
Can I do it???
I don't know...
I hope I can perform so that I could get a lot of experience and if I'm lucky I will get job....


I don't know but I don't feel okay...
it seems that everything is so different for me..
I just can't adapt with the changes..
Maybe I need more time..
Maybe...

What I do when I'm in the room is only sit in front of my lappy and do something..
I prefer doing that..
I don't know why but I'm not happy with that situation...
If I'm bored, I go to Kak Wan's room...
but.. you know when we at someone else house...it feel different..
I feel unease...
Entah la....aku tak tahu...

now, I'm missing my sweetheart...
when will I see him..
It already 2 months...
I really miss you....