ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

This is my page....
My place to say what I feel, What I think and what happen to me..
So, please do read but don't get any negative feelings to me...
I'm just me...
ready to learn and listen....

MY CUTIE


Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Laboratory...

Today is the second day I'm in lab..
Today, we were running the AAS...not sure the full name, atomic -------- spectrophotometer..
Something like that..
Easy to calculate the dilution but to wait the AAS before we get the reading is really menguji kesabaran..
In easy words...rumit and leceh..
But I know and I realize that I need to familiar with that equipment...
Because that equipment is needed in most of final project..
Hmmm...
I really thanks to En Aswad who teach a lot today..
Even tired, I learn something important...
Experience is something that money cannot buy....


tomorrow, I have oral mandarin test..
not ready yet..
and now I'm sleepy..
Hmm..what to do??
Let just hope I will doing well for tomorrow...

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

hari Selasa..

memaang la hari ni hari selasa..
huhu..
aku kat lab..
ponteng lecture..
wat analysis wastewaterdari MOX Linde Group..

penat...
lapar...

nak tido...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

money..money..

Yesterday, there is Phytas CArnival..
Karnival anjuran physiotherapy students...
I just helping EHSAN in setup the booth which finally win the prizes of Booth Terbaik...
unbelievable...

Then, I help syuhada hamid in setup her booth..
She selling bags..
wallet,handbag, sling bag, laptop bag and many more...
A lot of bag was sold and I can say that her booth is excellent...
Because, I was there helping her..
haha..no la...
She is capable in handling her business...
She is doing well...
Proud of her as her friends..

then, last night..
I with Kak Wan, Syira and Tun discussing about rental house for the next semester..
There are some choices we had but finally we choose one house which the owner name Mr. Ng..
The rental is RM500 + deposit 2 months RM1000 + rental for May and June RM1000
total up = RM2500..
we plan to stay 6 person in that house..
I already calculate, one person need to pay around 416++..
And luckily, abang apun has agreed to borrow me that 400..
relief...huhu...

my money in bank only left 100..
and now I'm keep thinking, is that enough for me to survive till the end of this semester??
Haila...money..money...
So, I need to budget my expenses..
one day I can spend maximum RM2..
which is nearly impossible..

Hmm, I will try..
cukup2 la aku susah kan orang..
Now, I need to settle my problem alone..
Do not burden others..
Yeah, that's right..
No more teringin nak makan cheezy wedges or what ever..
Everyday, makan roti or maggi je..
No more naik bas...I need to naik tangga..
YES!! kena tekad...
Puasa banyak-banyak aini..
tahan sikit nafsu tu...

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Jangan Menangis Sayang

Sampainya hati mu
Buatku tertunggu-tunggu
Kerana kau sayang
Tidur malam tak menentu
Rindu merindu selama ini
Ku takut kan menjadi kenangan

Aku menangis sayang
Bila kau tiada
Tak sanggup rasanya aku
Berjauhan dari mu
Resah hati ku

Jangan menangis sayang
Ku seperti dulu
Rindu ku hanya padamu
Cinta ku hanya untukmu
Buat selamanya

Kalau padi kata padi
Tidak aku tertampi-tampi
Kalau benci kata benci
Tidak aku nanti terus menanti

Berjanjilah kau sayang
Hanya aku di hati mu
Aku dah berjanji hanya kau di hati

Friday, March 26, 2010

A lot in Mind...

Today, as planned..
Berlakon drama mandarin..
Segan gile bile berlakon kat Fakulti Farmasi...
Nasib baik tak ramai orang..
kredit to Shahrul yang kitorang buat rakaman..

then, pergi TESCO...
There is one clothes that I really like..
unfortunately, it not suitable for me...
Moral value..ukur la badan dulu baru brangan nak pakai baju cantik-cantik..
Kalau gemuk, sedar-sedar la..

yup, dissappointed...
because the clothes is not expensive...
but I can't buy it..
huhu...



hujan lebat tadi, kebasahan masa nak hantar kereta..
kesian kat my friends...
penat + kecewa + boring
so better I sleep early..
hopefully, esok adalah lebih cerah untuk aku...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

This is student's life...

A lot of work..
Let list the work..

  • Mandarin drama
  • EHS report
  • IHS report
  • Slide IHS
  • Lab report Food Safety
  • Past years question Food Safety
  • Proposal for Research Method
  • Journal on GCMS
  • AGM for EHSAN...
Can I finish it this weekend?
Impossible...
because I'm not that good or hardworking to settle all that...
Luckily, some of the work is in group...
So, the burden is lighter la...

Tomorrow, I will start shooting for Mandarin Drama..
Hopefully, the shooting will finish as soon as possible..
Pray for me and my group...Kak Wan, Tun and Syira..
Go, go chaiyok...

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

no title...

Suddenly, I got good news..
Tomorrow, I will have no class..
Hahaha...
Free....
But, I will go to faculty to see my mandarin lecturer...
Hmmm, I need to be an actress la...
For mandarin drama...


Next week, I have one and the last visit in this semester...
Trip to Semenyih, I think..
Trip to sanitary landfill...

Then, starting next week..
My weekend is full...
Emergency Response Program...at 3,4,10 and 11 of April...
The next week after that is my study week..
Oh, I have annual dinner on 14th April...
14th April....special day for me....
But, unfortunately, I have no suitable clothes to wear for that occasions..
well,no money no talk...
Let wait and see, what I will for that night...
Oh, forgot to say, the dinner is held at Intecma Resort, Shah Alam...
And the theme is ellegance...
Help me think, what I should wear for that dinner...

there is a lot of work waiting for me..
so, I will start after this...
with reading the novel I borrow from fiza......
Hahaha...
Well, this is me...

Sunday, March 21, 2010

KLIBF

KLIBF...
Which is stand for Kuala Lumpur International Book Fair...
Ala, yang ada banyak buku tu..
Kat PWTC..

I rerally want to go there because there are a lot of novels that I like is sell there in cheaper price...
Waaa.....nak pergi..
I want to buy but unfortunately my money runs out...
Huhu..Sad lo....

Hot Gimmick...
Pergilah Air mata..
Baju pengantin Mak Andam...
2X5...
Versus...
Jaja dan Din....



nak beli...
nak beli...
sedihnye!!!!!

For The Rest Of my Life-Maher Zain

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say
Chorus:
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
*Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart..


Note: this song is so sweet..
I hope someone will sing this song for me...
Haaaa...berangan je lebih...

lagu baru..


PUASKAH  - WALI BAND

Puaskah kau sakitiku
Puaskah khianatiku
Puaskah hoo.. Sayangku
Di manakah nuranimu
Di mana akal sehatmu
Sekarang kau campakanku
Setelah kau dapatkanku
Reff:
Mungkin hanya bila ku mati
Kau ‘kan berhenti ‘tuk menyakiti
Sampai kapan aku begini
Terus begini
Terus engkau lukai
Ingatlah saat yang lalu
Saat kau peluk diriku
Tapi kini semua lalu
Kau tega khianatiku
Back to Reff

 ni adik suke...
aku?
baru blajar nk suke..
hahaha

Saturday, March 20, 2010

sabar..

aku manusia biasa...
kesabaran aku ada hadnye...
tolong jangan uji kesabaran aku..
jangan sampai aku meletup...
Aku tak suka nak meletup tapi kalau sabar aku dah sampai batas...
jangan salahkan aku kalau ape2 terjadi...

Aku tak suka marah-marah...
Sebab aku tak suka tension2..
Please, fahami aku..

heart, will u understand me?
don't make me sad heart...

Lapar..

yup...
aku lapar
and aku sorang je sekarang ni..

Friday, March 19, 2010

Minggu yang sangat Busy..

This week, I had a lots of works...
I had seminar on Environmental Health and Safety Study...
on wednesday, I had a test...
Research Method test which I the wrong answer for the easier question just because of my kelalaian...
Argh...I'm really dissapointed...
today, I had Food Safety lab...
I don't know why but the lecturer seems angry with my class...
Haha, I don't really know what is happening..

This evening I have to running the experiment on the effluent from MOX...
So busy..
This weekend, there are a lot of things to be search and finish..
Information on food safety, 7 procedures the proper hand washing procedures..
Report on industrial health and safety..
Mandarin...

Do I have enough time to finish all these?

actually, I has some programe to attend...outdoor event la..
but I refuse to go..
so, instead of me, Peeja will go..
Sorry peeja...menyusahkan kau je..
Tapi, I really don't like activities like that...
Hmm and I like to burden others people...


tonight until sunday, I will be alone..
My roomate and also kakwan,syira and tun going back homes....
I?
here all alone...
hahaha..

Monday, March 15, 2010

Heart....where are you?


Wajah Kekasih


Ku menyaksikan dedaun kekeringan
Gugur ke bumi gersang tiada penghuni
Tiada mentari, awan kesuraman
Bagaikan waktu yang terhenti
Ku menyaksikan seraut wajah cinta
Yang kehampaan tiada lagi bermaya
Kini kehilangan sebuah harapan
Bagaikan cinta yang terkubur

*Chorus:
Adakah mungkin untukku menghindari
Gurisan kasih luka dihati
Jiwa ku resah apakah kesudahan
Kecewa atau pun bahagia ooo...
Ku yakinkan diri demi rindukan
Penawar hanya dari wajah kekasih

Walaupun rintangan datang menduga
Kutempuhinya kerna cinta membara

Ooo... mimpi yang indah
Jelmalah dalam nyata
Wajah - wajah kekasih
Ku mengharapkan ikatan kemesraan
Antara kita akan terlaksana jua
Walaupun impian dalam kekaburan
Ku yakin padamu oh tuhan

I like this song..so much....
It is like, the song is suit me well...
Heart, I miss you..


Sunday, March 14, 2010

Don't Know..

I don't know why..
but I feel hurt..
really hurt..

I feel like I want to cry...
The pain is deep..

new..

My new page..
Inilah padahnye, kalau ada kerja tapi malas nak buat..
Nilah hasilnya..
Berubah lagi blog aku..
hahaha...


harap-harap, my day will be cheerful as my new page..huhu...

comel tak ijat????
He is wearing his grandfather's hat...



My activities....







Here the photos at i-City Shah Alam...
Hahaha..
Jalan-jalan...





lihatlah, pasangan sejoli ini....Yana dengan Shukri..hahaha

hijau yang terserlah..

Ni plak gambar kat Megasteel..





Photo MOX tak ada yang official..
So, hanya ada gambar menjadi kanak-kanak semula..
haha..








All these photo shows some of the activities that I done in this semester..
huhu..a lot right...




Kosong

I feel empty inside me..
Why????
I'm not sure...

Thursday, March 11, 2010

songs...

Suddenly I want to listen to Siti Nurhaliza's song....
so, as I post, the song from siti..
It is like mengimbau kenangan silam la..
hahaha...

Test?
So far so ok la....
markah kuiz x banyak tapi I satisfied..
huhu..
A little bit disappointing but its OK because I know, the failure is my fault...
Listening and reading test....
OK la..

hmm...
nak dengar lagu Siti la...

release tension yang tak berapa tension ni...

Mp3Raid music code

Mp3Raid music code

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Today and the next next day

Today, actually we should have presentation on EHS study which consists on the finding from research at Belum and FRIM...
Unfortunately, something happen and instead of presentation, our lecturer ask us to conduct a seminar on that presentation where we need to invite the lecturer and other students..
Wa....so excited...huhu..
So, next week we will conduct the seminar on Tuesday...
Anyone who want to come, please come and see what we doing actually at Belum and FRIM...


tomorrow, I have two mandarin tests..
Listening and also reading test..
Kak wan, Syira and tun start their reading already..
but me???
huhu....
later...


the next day, Friday..
we will go to MOX...Malaysia Oxygen at PJ...
do the study as at Mega Steel Sdn Bhd....
Lets wait and see the results...

For the weekend, discussion and discussion waiting for me...
huhu...
Busy right???
hahaha...
This only in semester 6, what if I in sem 8???????
No comment.....

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

sorry...

i'm really sorry..
to all who have been my victims of my anger..
to all who get annoyed by me...
to my friends who have to face my bad mood...
and also
to my printer which get the maki hamun from me...
sorry guys...








teringin makan mangga..!!!!!

Best Friend...

Best friend...
who knows what it is mean...

whenever you are called best friend,
It is not an easy things...

once you are called best friend..
people will see you and the one that called your best friend..
people will see what we do when the best friend fall sick or in bad situation...
even sometimes that best friend do not need you at all...

sometimes,
people who are the one that called us best friend...
they don't know if we agree with that or not...

sometimes, that person not anymore consider as bestfriend...
but for the outsider, once we become best friend, it will be forever like that...

hoping the relationship will last longer but will it last longer???
it depends on us right?
but, how if something happen and keep happen until now and we lost our trust...
it will effect our relationship, right...
hmmm...


penat la...
penat mengarut...
huhu...
nothing but just talking nonsense...


sakit...
period pain...
tolong!!!!

Monday, March 8, 2010

new week...

the new week has been started and as usual...
I will be busy...
a lot of presentation slide need to prepare...
assignment..em, there is no assignment...
but I have two tests this Wednesday..
mandarin test..listening and reading test...


Now, i'm waiting my group's members to discuss the slide for presentation and also the poster...
hmm...where are they?????

I'm missing someone but I don't know if that someone remember and missing me...
hm...I messed up...

Saturday, March 6, 2010

sakit....

period pain...
and it is painful....

malam ni ada dinner plak tu...
hmm...
tahan je la...
harap-harap ok..

lonely...

It is really hurt...
when we need someone beside us,
there is no one who can accompany us...
there is no one we can spend time with...

It is really lonely,
when our message does no have any reply...
when our call is not answered...
when our exist is not important to other person....


and yes,
I'm hurt and lonely....

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Death and Lost...

Hidup lawannya mati..
Ini yang telah dijanjikan oleh ALLAH untuk semua umatNYA...
Sesiapa yang hidup pasti merasai mati dan menemui pencipta kita...

tanggal 1 Mac 2010, Yang binti Daud kembali ke rahmatullah pada jam 9 malam...

She is my grandmother....
That night, while I was printing Suraya's letter, I got called from Kak Azie..

"Ain tengah buat apa?"
"Tak buat apa pun..kenapa kak azie?"
"Ain dah tau belum, Makwo dah takde?"

at this moment, I felt that she is lying...
I don't believe it but my tears just came out unstopable...
I wonder, why my mom does not tell me..
Then I calle my mom but Abang Awi answer it..
He said that they do not confirm it yet...

but after a while, my grandma is really pass away..
the only I had after both my grandpa and grandma went away...
the only one that I wish I can take care..

now she's gone and I have no grandparents..
how I wish they are still here and say something to me....
I know, it is not good to wish that but I still hoping that I can see them..


Apabila seseorang itu mati, semua urusan didunia akan putus kecuali..
Amal jariah, ilmu yang diamalkan dan doa anak-anak yang soleh..

for all who read this,sedekahkan al-fatihah kepada:
Hj Sullaiman b. Hj. Arsad
Kasman b. Jaafar
Halus bt. mad Asral
Yang bt. Daud...

thanks....

Monday, March 1, 2010

Letih..

Today, I'm fasting...
for the first time in this semester I'm fasting..
yeah, it is tiring...
well, my fault because not practicing the fasting...

Now, I have nasi goreng daging merah and milo ice..
waiting to break the fasting...
But, you know, penantian satu penyeksaan...
every minute that pass by is like an hour...


I remember my friend's father who said something that really interesting..

"ada kawan yang kita boleh ajak masuk bilik kita..
tapi, ada kawan yang kita boleh bagi sampai depan pintu je"

This was said by her father..
the meaning is deep...
and I just want to share with anyone who read this..
sharing is caring right...

Anyway, tomorrow I will go to FRIM...
Doing research again...
I will be there for the whole day, maybe..
But I'm really sure that I will really tired...

Test...hmm..so far so good...
No, I'm kidding..
how can someone that not read at all can answer the test, right..
but, fortunately, I remember some of the notes...
so, Maybe I can pass this test..
huhu..
who knows what will happend...
Lets hope that I will pass...

INDAHNYA CIPTAAN ALLAH

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