Dewasa...

Sukarnya menjadi seorang dewasa..
Payahnya menjadi matang...



NJ, bila nak berubah ni??
NJ, be matured please.....

Aku rindu....

Sungguh, aku rindu...
Kat mak and ayah...


Sungguh aku rindu...
Nak duduk borak dengan mak ayah...


Sungguh aku rindu..
Nak bergelak tawa dengan mak ayah...


Sungguh aku rindu...
Nak jalan-jalan dengan mak ayah..


Sungguh aku rindu...
Nak makan masakan mak...


Sungguh aku rindu...
Nak makan sama2 dengan semua...


Sungguh aku rindu...
telatah anak-anak sedara aku...


Sungguh aku rindu..
Rindu pada teddy bear yang kat umah...


Sungguh...
Aku tak tipu..




Serius...
Aku tak bohong...

Apa yang aku fikir saat ni...
Adalah balik kampung dan habiskan masa bersama-sama keluarga...



Mak, orang rindu laksa mak...
Mak, orang rasa nak balik...
Tapi.....tak boleh...



Aku rindu...~

Sendiri...

Sometimes,
You will be left alone without anyone beside you...
During this time,
What you can do is be strong and face whatever you have to face, alone...
And I know it is hard to do..
Because, I feel it right now...



It is my fault...
So I need to face the consequences...
Could you pray for my best???
I hope everything will be fine which it is nearly impossible...


Belajar untuk redha NJ...
You have to, since the mistake already done...



I am afraid....
Really afraid...
And right now, no one beside me...



What should I do??
I am afraid to face tomorrow...


Rasa macam nak menghilang tapi itu melarikan diri namanya..
And it won't solve the problem...
But to face it, I am not strong...

No title...

Happy 5th anniversary NJ...

Entah Apa-apa

This is ANOTHER RASADARIHATIAKU...
Sila abaikan entri ini..



tiba-tiba, rasa kosong...
tiba-tiba rasa sunyi...
Paling tak suka bila rasa macam ni..
Terasa nak menangis tapi entah sebab apa..
Apa yang aku tau, sunyi nya sekeliling aku...
Sampai aku boleh dengar bunyi kipas yang berputar...
Sehingga terasa hanya aku yang ada...
Oh, memang hanya aku disini..



Terasa kosong bila balik dari kerja, tiada siapa menanti..
Terasa sunyi bila, makan sorang2...
Terasa keseorangan bila gelak sendirian tatkala menonton TV...


Haila hati...
Please be strong...
You can face this....
NJ, please be patient..


Serius, aku rasa nak nangis!!!!

Monday Blues..

Sungguh, aku tak ada mood nak bekerja hari ni...
Tapi I can't do anything since it is my responsibility...
Rasa nak balik tidur jek tapi tak boleh...
Sigh~



Hujung minggu berlalu dengan pantas...
Hari sabtu, I didn't do anything..
Just filled my time with watching korean variety show... RUNNING MAN...
And on Sunday, luckily my friends from GEMS are near...
So we hang out at the evening..Watching movie and talk about a lot of things..
And that moment, I really inspired my friend..

'give me one year, I will save around 10k'
this is what he said to his girlfriend...
It look like impossible but then, it show how sincere his feeling towards that girl..
O... you are so lucky kak ngah....


I will wait their wedding invitation...
A year is not that long right...



alone during weekend make me miss my family very much..
And I miss them more when heard my niece, zirah called 'auntie' on the phone...
I felt like running to her and hug her...
Dia dah pandai cakap..
And I miss that moment..
Auntie rindu zirah!!!!

nurafiqah nadzirah aka zirah yg comel!!!

Selamat Hari Lahir...

Happy Birthday to my dear nephew..

Muhamad Afiq Izzat...
Anak sedara auntie dah makin besar, dah makin pandai...
Auntie sangat2 rindu dengan kamu..
Malam nanti auntie call ok..


And Happy Birthday to my dear sister
Sufidahani bte Jamal...
Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki selalu...

Test and Meeting

Last week... I gave the students mid term test..
I already discussed with then all topics but then, they still answer wrongly..
Rasa sakit hati...
But then, I can't do anything since I already help them a lot...
Let see their marks later...


And on Thursday... I attended an ISO meeting...
That is the first time I met my CE, Mr Mior Zawari Hassan.
A lot of topic discussed and one of them related to the final year student which done their HIRARC presentation.
Some of the staff complained that the students can present and answer the question well..
I don't know what to say because I believe the lecturers are gave them a lot of info and also teach them well..
If not, why some of them can get very high marks right?



Students...
Look at them remind me about the old me....
I don't know if I was like them but what I felt right now,
They are wasting the money and time if they are not study well...


Now, I know my lecturers' feeling....
Huhu..