Hikmah Di sebalik semuanya....

Assalamualaikum....

Hujung minggu datang lagi....Dan aku masih sibuk dengan kelas....
Penat....he he

Di sebalik dugaan yang datang...Ade hikmahnya...
Hmmmm..satu aku nak sebut...
ALHAMDULILLAH.....

Sebab apa?
Sebab aku dah nampak hikmahnya....
Mungkin di satu sudut aku terluka....
Tapi di satu sudut lain , Ade positifnya....

So,
To someone that made me realize about that...
Thanks a lot!!!
You are strong and I will be strong just like you.
Kita kawan kan??? :)

Aku sedar aku perlu cari bahagia aku sendiri...
And I will fight for it....

:)

How Are You?

Apa khabar NJ????
Poyo je tanya khabar diri sendiri....hahaha
But, alhamdulillah aku okay je...
Thanks to people yang selalu dengan aku...
Plus, aku busy dengan  macam2 kerja...

1.esok ada test....tapi aku tak study lagi...
2.test student, tak  siap  tanda lagi...
3.assignment aku tak berusik lagi...
4.tutorial student tak abis tengok lagi...

Banyak keje laaaaaaa.....
To long aku buat boleh????
He he

Note to myself:
Andai rasa apa yang berlaku ITU tak seperti yang kita rancang....
Yakinlah bahawa...rancangan DIA adalah yang lebih baik....
Redha NJ... kuatkan diri...
:)

Dugaan....

Di waktu umur dah boleh jadi seorang mak budak,
Aku masih menangis kerana menderita sakit sebab nak tumbuh gigi bongsu...




Dah bertahun sakit and I think this is the worst.
Tak tertanggung...
Lagi-lagi waktu malam...


Orang cakap, sakit gigi sakit kedua selepas sakit bersalin...
Dan aku setuju...even aku tak pernah bersalin lagi...



Right now, I become a silence person...
Which is totally opposite with the usual me...
Nak bercakap tapi nak gerakkan rahang pon sakit.



Dah masuk hari ke 4 aku makan bubur sahaja...
Sebab tu je yang aku tak perlu nak kunyah...
Jadi  tu je la menu aku dari hari Jumaat...



Time2 macam ni memang buat aku rasa nak berdesup balik kampung...
Nak makan bubur mak masak...
Nak mengadu kat mak...
Nak bermanja dengan mak...



Apa???
Aku memang manja la.....
Heheh...




Lets move on NJ...
Forget the past...
You are not alone after all...
Senyum..... :)

Entah Apa-apa

This is ANOTHER RASADARIHATIAKU...
Sila abaikan entri ini..



tiba-tiba, rasa kosong...
tiba-tiba rasa sunyi...
Paling tak suka bila rasa macam ni..
Terasa nak menangis tapi entah sebab apa..
Apa yang aku tau, sunyi nya sekeliling aku...
Sampai aku boleh dengar bunyi kipas yang berputar...
Sehingga terasa hanya aku yang ada...
Oh, memang hanya aku disini..



Terasa kosong bila balik dari kerja, tiada siapa menanti..
Terasa sunyi bila, makan sorang2...
Terasa keseorangan bila gelak sendirian tatkala menonton TV...


Haila hati...
Please be strong...
You can face this....
NJ, please be patient..


Serius, aku rasa nak nangis!!!!

You Took My heart Away

Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream but you
saw me through

Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
you take my hand to guide me home and now
I'm in love

You took my heart away
when my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
and a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
and you sleep by my side
you become the meaning of my life

Living in a world so cold
you are there to warm my soul
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start and now
I'm in love

Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here were we stand
we'll never be alone²








Rasa nak menangis dgr lagu ni...
Tak tau kenapa....huhu
T______________________T

DIA...

I am missing someone and because of that I want to write something about us...

So, if you don't wanna to know, please click the x button at your tab okay...

He is someone who came into my life since 2007..
Being classmate nearly one year and only at the end of semester, I realized that he is 'someone' in my heart.
And i prayed once so that my feeling will go away cause I thought it was just me...
At the end, he said that word...and I felt like so happy..
I will never forget that moment...


He did a lot for me..
And I of course appreciate every single things...

He surprised me on my birthday.. with a cake and a big pooh...
I still have that pooh...

He know that I  like teddy bear,
He gave me a lot of teddy...

He always be there whenever I need someone...

He is my crying shoulder...


Without me realize, it already nearly 5 years....
I felt like it was just yesterday that we met...


And right now I know he is busy because he is in the final year of his study...
And I know that it is not easy for him...
I try my best to be an understanding person...
But there is time when I can't resist my feeling.
Like right now...

Is anyone felt the same thing like me???




Could you please keep this entry as your secret?
I don't want he know about this.
I believe he would not read this because he is so busy....
PLEASE......



nota kaki: listening to jiwang song whenever I miss him.~

I'm alone

My sister has go back to KL for her intersesion lesson and now, I alone here. I feel it is so quite....huhu. But its OK I think cause last year I left her alone when I had my practical session at Pekan , Pahang.

Its already one week since I 'm here but I have no chance to see my niece, Nuraleeya Natasha Sofea. Natasha is given by her father and the Sofea is given by her mother. the Nuraleeya is the same name with her sister, Nuraleeya Syahira. Oh, I have another nephew name Muhamad Afiq Izzat. I miss them a lot like I miss my Sweetheart....huhu

~I try to upload the pictures of my nephew and niece but I fail....=(





For this entry, I would like to take some words from someone for all out there to think for a while....
"Sindiran itu seperti kaca. Umumnya para penonton benar-benar dapat menemukan semua wajah orang lain yang terpantul di dalamnya, kecuali wajah mereka sendiri. - Jonathan Swift"

~ In other words, when we talk about others, we actually talk about ourselve.... think about it...



note for someone: Please enjoy your life and forget about man that only come and hurt you cause the journey of your life is long and you can find man that better than him.

note for my sweetheart: I miss you so much. Love you.