ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

This is my page....
My place to say what I feel, What I think and what happen to me..
So, please do read but don't get any negative feelings to me...
I'm just me...
ready to learn and listen....

MY CUTIE


Saturday, January 30, 2010

Cerita Semalam

yesterday, I and kak wan, Tun and ema....went to Shah Alam...
We went there to find the things that needed when we go to Belum forest.
When we arrived PKNS, there is Mobile Fair...
For the first round, we just go through the mobile fair...
At that time, my eyes caught one hp...simple hp...disney...
But, I'm still thinking wether I should buy it or not...
Then, we go to SACC Mall and also Plaza Alam Sentral....
There is sale at The Store...70%, 50% less...
but, I just bought socks...long socks...
In short, I just bought torchlight, socks, Baju hujan and also plastic bag that we will use to keep our properties inside it....As a precaution step if we need to go into river or water...

after bought all those things, we once again went to the mobile fair...and we stop at one of the shop...
my eyes keep on looking on the phone...
after discuss and ask for more less, I bought that phone...
I don't know if I will regret after this because I bought that phone when I'm in short of money...
I just hope, I will happy with this decision....please pray for me...

My printer is healthy now, so I can start the printer services now....I hope it can help me...

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

I'm Shock..

This morning, when I was in class (EHS), suddenly I got massage from my adik...
"Adik accident tadi, kena jahit 4 jarum"
What do you think I feel that time??
Of course I'm wooried and I don't know, my tears just come out....
luckily, she is fine now,
the doctor gave her 3 days of MC and I asked her to get rest...

To adik: Jaga diri elok-elok.. Jangan makan benda gatal termasuk telur and seafood...
tempat luka jangan basahkan, nanti lambat kering, sakit mase bukak jahitan tu. and one more, please take extra care ofyourself, don't make me and our parents worry ok...


Last Friday, me and my classmate visited Department of Occupational Safety and Health and also Ministry of Health.
The trip start at 8 a.m. and we arrived at Kolej at 6 p.m.
The trip, OK la...no comment but a lot of information that I got...
I will upload the photo next time....
Tonight I have to discuss the title of Research Method project..
So, I'm busy...
huhu...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Macam-macam...

This week, our proposal to Royal Belum South is presented to Tabung Amanah...
unfortunately, there is something happen and I really sad with what happen..
The one that we trust to proceed the proposal betray us...I don't know the motive but what had happen is make the AJK pelaksana including me feel dissapointed because we put our effort to did it....
My friend use the rest time to see the lecturer and do it as told....
Luckily, the proposal is succeed..
The budget that we ask is nearly RM17k but we only get RM15k....
I don't know what really happen in the meeting of Tabung Amanah...
But I would like to say thanks to whoever fight for the proposal...
This is because the program is for 3 subjects and 3 cohort of students...
My class, post-dip part 6 and post-dip part 4...
The total is 72 person...plus 6 lecturers...

There is another problem about the trip, the date is clash with ISO activity..
so now, I don't know whether the trip will be cancel or postpone...
Hopefully, the trip will success...

Tomorrow, my class will go to putrajaya to visit DOSH - Department of Safety and Health and also MOH - ministry of Health..
Lawatan sambil belajar..
Unfortunately, Kak Wan and Syira will notbe around so it will be me and tun...
I mean, all my friends will go but tun is the only one that I always be with...
I hope I will enjoy the visit tomorrow..
I want to take photo and make Kak Wan jealous..
huhu...

Putrajaya, wait for me!!!!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I'm happy

Credit to my sweetheart cause you make my weekend cheerful...
I'm happy when you suddenly appear in front of me and spend time with me...
After more than two months, finally I can see you..
Please take care of yourself..you look thinner than the last time I saw you, dear...
Please, eat a lot..miss you...

emm, I have been busy last week and will be really busy this week..
So, I need to ready physically and mentally...
Both...
I hope everything will be done smoothly and as plan....


note: the last entry I post last week...aku tak tujukan kepada orang yang selalu baca blog aku..
aku minta maaf kalau ada sesiapa yang terasa..it just a reminder to me, myself....

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Jangan tikam belakang kawan.

Aku cuma berharap, takkan ada sesiapa yang bersikap kejam pada kawan sendiri..
aku taknak tengok kawan aku sedih kerana kawan sendiri...
kita berkawan bukan baru sehari dua and bukan untuk sehari dua...
please ingat yang tu...

A Lot Of Stress

Minggu ni, berlalu dengan pantas dan sangat padat....
Tekanan yang ada begitu terasa....
Lebih-lebih lagi bila tempoh yang diberi cuma 3 hari untuk tugasan yang kita tak pernah langsung buat..
Muka dah berkerut-kerut...
Hati dah nak pecah...
Kepala dah naik pening...
Otak dah nak mereng...

Esok due date untuk 2 proposal site visit + research nd also lab report...
and it is written by hand....

Macam-macam benda yang jadi..
Aku bertambah tension bila tengok kawan aku berkerut dahi...
Entah la apa yang akan jadi esok..
Kita tengok la...
Harap-harap semuanya berjalan lancar..
Untuk aku, group aku and also to all my friends....

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

.....

Kelas aku penuh dari pagi sampai petang...
OK, free sekejap la...pukul 11.30 sampai 1.30...kelas batal..
tapi petang baru habis kelas...
So, just 2 words...
PENAT GILE....

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Broken Heart

There is something that you really wait for..
For the whole week you only wait and count the days pass...
Waiting for the weekend and plan everything....
What will you feel when all the things that have been planned is ruined??
Semua yang di rancang tak menjadi...
the weekend end just like that...nothing and empty....
what will you feel??

I feel miserable...
heart broken...
I wait for the whole week just for this weekend..
Unfortunately it is not as I plan..
Moral value: I will not wait for any weekends anymore...because I the only person that will get hurt...

mood upside down

Aku mintak satu je...satu je..
please la...
kalau tak yakin dapat tunaikan....
Please..jangan berjanji...
Please..jangan bagi harapan....
sebab ia hanya akan melukakan aku...
Please..aku merayu..
Jangan bagi aku harapan palsu...
Sakitnya nanti aku sorang yang tanggung....

Activity Mase lepas Exam and semasa cuti..

Meh tengok gambar-gambar masa dah abis exam and cuti hari tu...
tak banyak tapi penuh dengan kenangan..




Kabus kat puncak alam..macam kat cameron kan...


Tengah siap nak pergi rumah orang kahwin...
masa cuti hari tu..


Pelamin...cantik kan..



Izat tengah main kompang..

Saturday, January 9, 2010

memori terindah...

Picture say a thousand words...

Parkson, OUG and Central...


The escalator at Parkson...


Kolej ALAMANDA at Jalan Klang Lama...
Dah lama tak tengok kolej ni...rindu..


Cosmic Bowl...main bowing kat sini..
ntah bila lagi nak main kat sini..


I won!!!



Waiting for the U 80 bus at Pasar Seni...


The EHSAN meeting last night..

Memory at Old Klang Road...

Yesterday, I went to KL...
I went there with Kak Wan, Tun and Syira..but syira only went To Kl Central...
So, the three of us continue our journey together...
Actually we just want to see the changes of the old places..I mean the places we are study before this..

our journey start at 8.30 and end at 10.00pm...huhu..

Journey : Puncak Alam - Shah Alam - Klang Central - OUG / Central at Old Klang Road - Mid Valley - Pasar Seni - Shah Alam - Puncak Alam...

Activities :
  1. Walking at Central and OUG...
  2. Main bowling kat Mid valley..
  3. shopping at Jusco and Carefour...I'm not sure the spelling...
  4. Bought the comic at MPH..actually I want to buy novel but there is no novel that attract me...
  5. Sit in the bus for 2 hours from Pasar Seni to Shah Alam...because the jammed...
we finally arrived at Puncak Alam at 10.00 with my stomach give the sound...hungry in other words...

Sampai kat Puncak Alam, I straight to the meeting..EHSAN meeting..nearly 11, the meeting finally finish..So tired...

And here, I want to thanks Kak Wan because gave me bread and kaya that help me alas perut last night..thanks a lot..

oh, I bought my beg, shoes and also T-shirt...
For the first time I bought expensive shoes..50 ringgit...
the T-shirt is only 4 ringgit ..but the plain one...
I also bought something for someone and I'm waiting for him to come here...
really missing him...

My printer is rosak and I'm still finding the place where I can repair it...
Anyone can hep me???

Friday, January 8, 2010

What will happen to me, if.....

What will happen to me, if.....
The one that I love, really love....
Suddenly disappear and will not come back forever...
in other words, ALLAH take him...
I wonder What will happen to me...
I don't think I can bear it...

No, that thing not happen to me but to someone else...
My friend's sister..
Her boyfriend died in an accident yesterday when they already decide to meet this coming weekend...
My friend just chat with him on Wednesday....but he already gone yesterday..
It was really a shock to my friend and also her Kak lang..
I....don't feel good about this..
I don't know why...
kesian kat kak lang...

I know the feeling when we lost someone...
and I also know how suffer we will be when someone we love suddenly gone and we cannot see them anymore...
How we handle the feeling of missing...merindu and mungkin menanti sesuatu yang tak mungkin akan kembali..
It is really hurt...I know that...

To Kak Lang tun: I hope she will be strong to face this situation....
Al-fatihah buat Edry Edmund...I don't really know the spelling but please pray for him 'there'...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I'm Scared

Today, once again my lecturer...Sir Subra remind us about the practical session in industrial area...
There, we only can rely on ourself...there is no one can help us...
Can I do it???
I don't know...
I hope I can perform so that I could get a lot of experience and if I'm lucky I will get job....


I don't know but I don't feel okay...
it seems that everything is so different for me..
I just can't adapt with the changes..
Maybe I need more time..
Maybe...

What I do when I'm in the room is only sit in front of my lappy and do something..
I prefer doing that..
I don't know why but I'm not happy with that situation...
If I'm bored, I go to Kak Wan's room...
but.. you know when we at someone else house...it feel different..
I feel unease...
Entah la....aku tak tahu...

now, I'm missing my sweetheart...
when will I see him..
It already 2 months...
I really miss you....

Monday, January 4, 2010

Hari Baru TelahBermula

Hari Isnin..
This is the first day of my 6th sem...
I will be very busy for the whole week because there a lot of classes and laboratory practical...


Hari ni, segalanya bermula semula...
tapi aku masih lagi seperti semalam..
mood untuk belajar masih tersimpan dalam hati...
belum sampai ke otak untuk di tafsir dan dinyatakan dengan perbuatan...~ayat ntah apa-apa

Hari ni, aku dan kawan-kawan diingatkan tentang diri kami..
I mean kitorang dah berada di sem 6...
So the lecturers always said and remind us about the final research and project and also our practical session on te final sem...next year..
They remind us to be very serious about it and start early for the research or otherwise we may be extend our graduation...
That is good reminder for ME especially...
I think, I will start thinking the proposal for my project...
May be in food safety study or air quality..
Maybe or maybe not...
Not sure yet....
I need to start looking for the journal for literature review first...
Hopefully, this sem I can do better and get better result...
I hope...

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Perjalanan Bermula Semula...

Hari ni, aku selamat mendaftar di Kampus Puncak Alam...
Perjalanan yang sangat panjang sebelum sampai kat sini...
Hari Khamis, aku dah gerak pergi JB, umah kak ani..
Hari Jumaat aku gerak pergi Klang and pagi ni aku daftar kolej...

Pukul 8.45 aku dah sampai kolej..uruskan pendaftaran sendiri..
bila tengok orang sekeliling datang dengan family, I felt a little bit sad...
Yelah, sorang-sorang kan..
Sebelum ni kan ada adik and last sem my parents sempat datang kejap..
Tapi sem ni, no one is with me...huu...

I just want to share something...or maybe ask something..
Do you ever feel that you have take the wrong way or wrong choice in your life...
Which it can effect you entire life...
And when you realize that it is the wrong one, it actually already late to change the decision and you only have one way to go..
Do you ever feel like that?

Now, I feel like I should not take this course...
but now I can't do anything more...
I just have one way...
I need to continue what I am doing now and let the time decide what will happen to me..
Entah la....
All the things are still samar-samar..
I don't know..
I just can hope that I can do better after this..
I hope...

Tahun baru dah menjelma..
ahlan wasahlan 2010..
Ada azam baru?
Aku tak pernah tetapkan azam baru...
Bukan lah aku cakap azam tak penting..tak, aku tak maksudkan macam tu...
Bagi aku, yes..azam perlu ada tapi taklah hanya pada awal tahun...
Aku lebih suka berazam benda yang lebih general like...
aku nak jadi lebih baik...

Bukan sebab tak ada keyakinan....tapi mungkin jugak kot...
aku bukan seorang yang kuat semangat...
I know my limit...
And I'm not the person that will force myself to get anything..
Except it is really important...
Jangan fikir aku seorang yang kuat semangat sebelum kenal aku sebab aku cepat putus asa and patah semangat...

Okay, aku tahu azam memang penting sebab azam boleh tolong kita capai setiap apa yang kita nak...
Tapi kalau ada azam yang sekadar azam pun tak guna jugak...
lebih baik tak ada azam daripada ada azam tapi kita cuma sekadar berazam tanpa ada usaha..
cuba tanya diri sendiri, ada tak azam yang tak tertunai?
kalau tak ada, baguslah...korang memang orang yang bagus...
Tapi kalau ada, itu maknanya kita kena munasabah diri sendiri...

Aku orang yang mana?????
entahlah...tak tau nak jawab sebab aku sangat jarang berazam...
kalau ada pun, aku dah tak ingat apa azam aku...
Aku tak kisah kalau orang nak kata aku ni pelik ataupun bodoh..
I dont care..
This is me..
Myself..
tak ada orang lain yang faham diri aku lebih daripada aku faham diri aku sendiri...

INDAHNYA CIPTAAN ALLAH

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