Interview

Yup, last Monday I attended an interview for lecturer post at Consist College.
How was it? NO comment..
I did my best, tried hard to answer all question and I was shocked when the panel said that I need to do 'mock teaching' on the next day.
With no laptop, no internet..luckily my adik's housemate has laptop...so I tried my best prepared the slide...
The title I choose was HIRARC... the most simple one.


The next day, I went to the Consist College alone because my adik has to attend a kursus.
I tried to be a good presenter and teacher during the mock teaching session.
But I don't know the opinion of the panel.. 5 panel include 4 young lecturers.
So lets pray for me okay....
Its lie if I said I don't put any hope but then I am afraid if I will disappointed...
It will hurt me deep inside.



Right now, i already at Hotel Seri Malaysia Mersing.
Felt so stress since I tertinggal 3 days of classes.
So frustrating....
I don't know, felt lonely and sad...
And because of that I get angry with my friends..
Its not their fault but then I terasa lebih2...
I can't think la...
SO sorry guys, no intention to did that..
Really sorry...

There is a side of me that I not show to others because it is the bad side..

Don't push me or else you will regret when you know that bad side of me.....