What if....

I just read this blog....
http://theotherkhairul.blogspot.com/2011/05/pemilik-blog-telurdibasuh-dah-meninggal.html

please have a look and u will feel what I felt....
Click on the link inside the entry...


Reading those entry make me think, what happen if I die...
This blog will bersawang and eventually people will forget about this blog and also me...
Sigh...

Feel afraid u know..
Cukup ke amalan nak dibawa bersama....
Dah cukup ke khidmat pada mak ayah yang banyak berjasa??
Dah mintak maaf pada semua orang yang kite pernah sakitkan hati??


When I read the link to Sara link...http://maisara.xanga.com/
I nearly cry..
How strong she is menjalani hari-hari yang mendatang even afetr she know she had cancer....
How she face those dugaan and how she handle her emotion really inspire me..
She is a good example..

jangan merungut dengan dugaan yang kita hadapi sebab ada orang lain yang diuji lagi hebat...



and lastly:
Forgive me if I ever hurt u...
If ade hutang yang tak selesai, please tell me cause I dont want to burden my family...mana la tau kematian datang menjemput tiba-tiba...so kalau ade hutang, tolong ingatkan ea..
Dan, kalau aku pergi dulu tolong doakan aku aman 'di sana'
Jasa korang amat aku hargai....
:)