From sunday, I break my fasting at my cousin's house. he has 5 children yang sangat AKTIF....so tired layan budak-budak tu..but actually, they help me to forget all the things that i Don't want to remember....
That Sunday night, I talking2 with my cousin's wife, Kak Azie...talking about her experience in delivering all five children...and also the story when she try to 'mengayat' Abg Man...It is so funny and it make me smile and laugh....She is so lucky because even she pernah putus tunang but finally she married with the man who is suit her well, love her and of course the man she love by all her heart...
How about me??? Don't know....the journey is still far and of course there will be a lot of ranjau or onak dan duri that I need to face....Am i strong enough to face all of that? I even don't know...I just hope that I ready to face it when the all ranjau dan duri comes to me.....hope so...
Yesterday, I sahur rice with Ayamas Drumet...so delicious....nak lagi....hee...even it is simple but you know, when we eat together with our family or anyone, the feel is different...selera tu datang...I hope I can sahur with Abg Man and his family again...
Come back to Kolej, I really feel afraid...remember everything...then I will cry again and again...I don't know...I got confuse...
My handphone that I just got not more than two months....is on service....don't know, the screen is black..I can't see the menu in my phone...that tokey kedai said, it is not the LCD prob...so I need to left my phone there...now I'm using Erma's...I hope my phone will be OK soon...
malang bertimpa-timpa....moga2 aku kuat dalam menempuh dugaan ini...
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