ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

This is my page....
My place to say what I feel, What I think and what happen to me..
So, please do read but don't get any negative feelings to me...
I'm just me...
ready to learn and listen....

MY CUTIE


Saturday, January 28, 2012

DIA...

I am missing someone and because of that I want to write something about us...
So, if you don't wanna to know, please click the x button at your tab okay...


He is someone who came into my life since 2007..
Being classmate nearly one year and only at the end of semester, I realized that he is 'someone' in my heart.
And i prayed once so that my feeling will go away cause I thought it was just me...
At the end, he said that word...and I felt like so happy..
I will never forget that moment...


He did a lot for me..
And I of course appreciate every single things...

He surprised me on my birthday.. with a cake and a big pooh...
I still have that pooh...

He know that I  like teddy bear,
He gave me a lot of teddy...

He always be there whenever I need someone...

He is my crying shoulder...


Without me realize, it already nearly 5 years....
I felt like it was just yesterday that we met...


And right now I know he is busy because he is in the final year of his study...
And I know that it is not easy for him...
I try my best to be an understanding person...
But there is time when I can't resist my feeling.
Like right now...

Is anyone felt the same thing like me???




Could you please keep this entry as your secret?
I don't want he know about this.
I believe he would not read this because he is so busy....
PLEASE......



nota kaki: listening to jiwang song whenever I miss him.~

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Kelemahan...

Aku manusia biasa...
Aku da kelemahan...

Tipu kalau aku cakap aku x cemburu tengok orang lain...
And that is my weakness..
Sorry...

Really sorry....

I have said this..
Kadang2 kekecewaan tu perlu so that kita menghargai setiap kebahagiaan yang kita ada...

Tapi kekecewaan adalah sesuatu yang sukar di handle..

Friday, January 20, 2012

One Liter of Tears.

Do you ever heard about 'One Liter of Tears'?
I never heard about it till I go through my external hard disk and found one folder with that title..
It is a drama...sad-ending drama but full of encouragement and also moral values...


It is a diary of a girl name Kitou Aya...
She suffered a disease which is cannot be cured...
the disease are attacking her brain part which make her gradually lost control of herself...
Watching the drama make me cry and maybe more than one liter of tears....


And for your info, that drama is based on true story...
And the diary was published.....


Who want to read Aya's diary which already translated in English, find it here...
http://diaryofaya-onelitreoftears.blogspot.com/


Reading the diary and watching the drama made me realize, my life isn't hard as her...
And I should not put fullstop in trying...
Go NJ go!!!


Aku taknak meletak harapan tapi tanpa sedar harapan yang ada telah melangit...
Dan aku sedar, andai harapan itu tak tercapai dek tangan...
Aku yang kan merasa sakitnya harapan pecah berderai...
And it will take sometimes to be strong again...