Please!!!

Please pray for me...

I hope everything will be ok and everything will smoothly as plan...
And I hope I can repay their jasa ASAP...



please, pray for my success...
thanks!!!!

Its My Day!!!!

On 22nd of October 2011 I was graduated...
Finally!!!!!!


Thanks to everyone who always beside me and helping me a lot...
I really appreciate every single of it!!!
Thanks for support me...
(Ceh, cakap macam menang anugerah)



The day was special and it is memorable...
That day, my mom with dad and also brother and my sister was there...
And that meaningful moment, I share with my 'incik hati manis'..


Thanks for coming and thanks for those roses and also pooh...
I know, I asked you to buy that for my graduation long time ago but you still remember...
Actually, what I need the most is you!!!!
Really touched when I saw you with my family....
Additional touched came from those roses and pooh and also the balloon...purple in colour, same as me!!!
And because of that, I keep remember you till now whenever I see those roses and pooh...


Whatever it is, that day was really make me smile!!!!



Another good newss, Adik got JOB!!!!!!
She will be an Assistant of Environmental Health Officer or known as IK at Selayang Municioal Council......
She will start at 1st of November...
Now, she is busy looking house at selayang....


And I???
As usual, I'm still looking for job...
Pray for me okay so that I will work as soon as possible..


Till the next entry, please be safe and take care...
Thanks a lot....
:)

Rumah Manis Rumah....

I'm home!!!
So happy...I'm arrived at home at 3 p.m.



I felt so happy...Why??? Because....

1. I met my nephew and niece....miss them so much!!!
2. I met my best friends...even it just for a while but then lepas rindu la jugak...cuma, ade certain kawan2 yang tak sempat jumpa...
3. I am ready for the convocation!!!
4. and happy for her...congratulation!!!

I want to write a lot but then felt so tired...
I will write later la...
Till then take care and be safe..


Ah, jazakallah khairan to that uncle who really help me today...
May ALLAH bless you and I pray for your success in the examination this week.....



That's all, Assalamualaikum wbt...

Will be away....

Will be away for nearly a week..
So please take care...


Dear my friend, I can't wait to see you all at the convocation rehearsal..
See u there...


Adik got and interview at Kajang on 18th October...
who stay at kajang???
Boleh tak kami nak tumpang???



Thats all for now....
Bye...

Memori 1

Kenapa memori?
Entri kali ni is all about me...my memory this 23 year I live...
Ada beberapa bahagian..
For the first part...I would like to write about me during my childhood age...


Oh...this is for me actually...
who knows, umur panjang...boleh suruh cucu2 baca kat sini je kan...


As I wrote before... I was born in the hospital...secara pembedahan (lupa la word dlm BI)...
Because my mom had high blood pressure...But ALHAMDULILLAH...ALLAH give me the chances to live in this world....
I was born on Wednesday...17th August 1988..a little bit early than the expected due date..huhu..


What I really remember during my childhood is I don't really mix with my neighbour.. My playtime is around 5-5.30 then my sister will called me to mandi!!! Sigh... hahaha.. =_='


What else huh...
I cant really remember..
Hmm, during my kindergarten..I am a slow girl....sometime don't really understand what teacher said and I always pinched by Cikgu Mala..So sad you know...


During in standard 3, I was terpilih to take PTS exam..still remember that exam?
Penilaian Tahap Satu...which if you doing well, you can jump straight to standard 5...
I took the exam but fail to be the success student la..


During my Standard 6, after UPSR...play a lot of games..
Ceper...tau apa ceper?? Tutup botol kaca, zaman dulu ade la...zaman sekarang ni x tau la...
Another games like lubang tikus and macam2 lagi la...
main pemadam pon termasuk kot...hahaha...
and during that time, I learned the word 'Expert' from my friend...


Ah, before I enter the Secondary school, I got and offer to enter sekolah berasrama di Kluang but unfortunately no asrama for me...the school is among the best la...
My dad refuse to let me in..I was so sad that time...because I really want to go to that school...
Lama-kelamaan I forgot about that and happy to study at my school!!!
(",) 


 To be continued in Second part.......  :p




My clothes for convocation is done! Dah siap! 
Just now I went to pasar malam and bought the tudung...
Just a simple one la but I SATISFIED!!! can't wait to wear it...
Credit to Kak Ani who gave me the kain.... :)



I heard my MALE friend already got job...He is so lucky..
When will I be SO LUCKY as him???
PRAY for me okay....






Till the next entry, be safe and take care..
Thank you!!!
(",)

Perempuan dan Dapur...

One of my friend... male...said to me..
'NJ, tinggi manapun belajar, perempuan tetap kena ke dapur jugak'..
What do you think??

Okay la, I admit that what he said is true but then it doesn't mean that women that can't cook is bad..I mean tak bagus....
Because there is men which can't even kopek kelapa....I mean, can't do kerja2 luar rumah...
Kan...



Talk about cooking..today is the second day I become the chef in the house...because my mom, the main chef can't cook..her right hand  has some problem, can't even raise her hand...
Can't believe I can cook..hahaha...
Takpelah...time2 macam ni la nak practice masak kan...
The best thing is, the dish I cooked, habis tau..hahaha...Bangga!...

Okay lets back to the main topic...
I admit women and cooking can't be separated but then men also need to cook...
Because the era changing you know...
Right now, women also working to support the life...
And then she need to handle the household work...It is unfair you know...
So men out there, please ringan-ringankan tangan anda..
Membantu apa yang patut di rumah..
Sesungguhnya, itu amat dihargai okay...


Bukan lelaki je yang nak isteri yang baik.. macam lagu ni...
'Isteri cerdik yang solehah, penyejuk mata, penawar hati, penajam fikiran, di rumah dia isteri, di jalanan kawan, di kala kita buntu dia penunjuk jalan'
Perempuan pon nak suami yang baik...tapi takde la pulak lagu kan....



Its not that I merungut tentang tugas as a women but kalau dapat lelaki yang faham kita and boleh bekerjasama dengan kita...it is a relief you know...
It just another dream of me...



Mesti korang cakap aku merepek kan...
hahaha...just another RASADARIHATIAKU...



so till the next entry, be safe and take care..
Assalamualaikum...

MY CONVOCATION DAY...

Can't wait for the memorable day...
The special day for me!!!!

It will be on Saturday, 22nd of October 2011..
At UiTM Shah Alam...
Please come, okay!!!!



For my convocation only....
1. Convocation fee = RM140   - paid by Abang Awi...
2. New clothe - Kak Ani gave kain for new baju kurung.
3. Money for the rehearsal which will be held on 15th of October 2011.
4.Money for the journey from Kluang to Shah Alam on the 22nd October 2011...

Conclusion = nearly RM1000 need to be prepared..
And none of the belanja is from me...

betapa aku membebankan orang lain....

Ah, today....3rd f October is ayah's birthday...
Selamat Hari Lair yang ke 58..
Semoga ayah panjang umur dan di murahkan rezeki...
Hari sabtu dah potong kek dengan ijat..
Zirah pun bukan main seronok tengok kek...
Tadi pun Ijat dah nyanyi lagu happy birthday untuk atuk ayah kan...

Today also I paid the convocation fee...using abang awi's money...huhu
Then he bought for us KFC...and also catridge for my printer...
So, for that I pray so that abang awi selalu murah rezeki...
Felt so guilty because he want to buy new handphone but keep postpone it just because I need to use the money...
:(




okay, that are the great news...the best story...
now I just want to spill out what is deep inside my heart...
So please stop read this entry if you feel bored....






Can you be my stranger for awhile because stranger is a good listener right....


My aunty said  'bukak internet, mintak keje....jangan berhenti'
How can I say eh....
Half of my heart is actually give up already...
And another half push me to send my resume...to keep find the vacancy and apply....


So what do you think?
What sould I do?


MY friend said 'NJ, kita yang cari kerja....bukan kerja cari kita'
I know but then I can't deny what I felt inside my heart, right?
I am human who easily give up and feel disappointed...
Am I wrong???



Lets stop okay...
Thanks for anyone who read this till the end even though I know no one will read this...
Till the next entry, be safe and take care...
May ALLAH bless YOU..
yeah, You who be my stranger here....

Nothing...

on laptop...

connect internet...

open blog...dashboard...catatan baru...


blank...
as blank as my mind...

click button 'x'...

shutdown laptop...





a lot to write but fail to write anything...
maybe this is the time to stop...


sigh..
entahlah..
everything seems to be so hard..so stressful...