relief...

Lega sikit la bila assignment sir subra dah siap...
bukan lega je tapi rase puas jugak..
ye la kan, even aku copy je pun....it is my effort to finish it, right...

sekarang ni, I need to study solid waste management because I have one test tomorrow morning...
wish me luck...

suddenly...

Wali – Yank

yank coba kau jujur padaku
yank foto siapa di dompetmu
yank kok kamu diam membisu
sayang jawab atau aku pergi sayang

reff:
aku tak mau bicara
sebelum kau cerita semua
apa maumu, siapa dirinya
tak betah bila ada yang lain

jangan hubungi ku lagi
ini bisa jadi yang terakhir
aku ngerti kamu, kau tak ngerti aku
sekarang atau tak selamanya

yank jangan kira ku tak tahu
yank tak mudah kau bodohiku
yank tolong dengarkanlah aku
tapi sayang masih pantaskah kau ku panggil sayang

repeat reff

saat kamu mau bicara
dan ku akan cerita semua
apa mauku, siapa dirinya
karna memang tak ada yang lain

terus hubungiku lagi
jangan bilang ini yang terakhir
aku ngerti kamu, kamu ngerti aku
aku sayang kamu selamanya

yup, tetibe je aku minat lagu ni.....

Cuti....

Aku terasa cuti kali ni sangat...sangat sekejap...
Rasa baru semalam aku balik rumah..
Tup..tup..
Esok aku dah nak derak pergi JB..
Haila...dengan assignment melambak tak siap...
Ayo...
tak tahu...

huhu..


Puncak Alam, wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EGO

I wonder if people can lower their ego and admit their mistake..
because we cannot wait the others to apologize when we are not doing the same things...
sometime ego is not the priority...

I don't know but I'm hurt...

I'm Tension.

Yes, aku tengah terrekan...
sebab, orang cuti seronok berjalan atau relax..
tapi aku, kena siapkan assignment yang melambak ni..

Ok, aku admit...
memang salah aku la...
sape suruh buat keje last minit..
Haila...bila la nak siap ni...
tolong...tolong..



tukar topik jap,
aku sebenarnye hairan..
macam mane budak-budak ni boleh comment banyak2 kat Fb..
aku yang bace pun dah naik bosan tau..
ish..ish...
aku bukan anti or yang sewaktu dengannya,
tapi jangan la terlalu sangat dengan fb kan...
ops...sori kalau ada yang terasa...
aku pun ada fb gak,
selalu bukak tapi tak selalu comment...
ntah la, maybe sebab aku tak pandai sangat kot pasal fb ni...
lantak la..
aku cuma mngingatkan diri aku and jugak sesiapa yang sudi bace blog merepek ntah pape aku ni...
bukan tak boleh nak fb tapi beringat sikit sebab kadang2 kite tak sedar yang kita dah ketagih benda tu and kita abaikan benda lain...
just a reminder okay...

Holiday but A lot of Work..

Yeah, this is my mid-term holiday but I has a lot of assignment.
I has two written assignment for 50 pages each...
Now, I trying to finish it...
but, I don't know if I can....
huhu...

I will get another nephew or niece this year...
huhu..
A great news right....
I'm happy with it...

The Belum Effect

Since the trip has ended, my email keep receiving the notification from facebook...
There are a lot of comments about the photos taken there...
And there are also a lot of controversies...huhu...
I don't know the truth but I don't want to comment or say anything..
because I believe that this thing will get slow down after this..
I just wonder, didn't they think anything before they wrote the comment...
this is because, every words that is wrote down will be there and people will read it....
so, please think before write it...
otherwise, we will get the 'natijah'....


just a reminder for myself and whoever read this....

Baru Balik..

Yesterday, I felt the "nikmat" sleep on my pillow...
Yeah, after 3 nights I sleep on my sweater and in sleeping beg...

I just went back from Royal Belum South...I arrived at Angsana at 10p.m...
A very long and full with experience trip...

This trip start last Thursday...
Nearly 8.00 a.m. we start the 6-7 hours journey...
We arrived at PKD Gerik at 3p.m.
After the PPKP gave us some briefing, we went to the Jeti Awam Gerik.
It takes 45 minutes to 1 hour...

At the jetty, we wait for the boat which sent us to the Arus Belum Camp..
There we was divided into 3 rant...actually I don't know what to call it because the condition there is not like what I imagine..It is really different..
But, frankly speaking, its OK la...

There are lot of activities we done..

• visiting Kampung Chueh, kampung orang asli....gave them food and played with them
• the vector control's activities like fogging, MBS, focal spray and netting...
• Hiking the Belum Forest which on that day, I mean last Saturday my body is full with rashes...I'm really tired because we walked for nearly 5 hours...or maybe more than that...I don't know because I'm don't have watch...

Other than all the activities, I think, I'm the students that have many health problems..
On Wednesday night, my legs got rashes and it is itchy...
On Thursday, on the way to Gerik....I had fever until Friday..
On Saturday, the rashes start grow over whole body...and when I open my shoes after walk in the jungle, my legs are swollen and the color is really red...

In this trip, I went to hospital twice...at night...
The first time I went because my friend got asthma...I went with her as a chaperone...
Because of this, I can see thousands of stars in the sky....
It is so beautiful...

The second time I went to hospital because my rashes got all over my body...
My lecturer said maybe it is because the allergic reaction towards anti-malaria medicine...
I don't really sure the fact...
But when I see doctor today, he ask me to stop taking that medicine...
So, I will face the risk of getting malaria..
Please pray for me so that I'm not infected by that disease...

My swollen leg still like that and I hope it will be OK before I go back to my hometown...
My body still itchy here and there...and it really hard to handle it...

People's Attitude

You know, my lecturer once said that our result is not the only one that decide whether we will success or fail..
That s my lecture's word..
Then, why there is people who said that he is the clever person while the others is stupid...
Yeah, I know you are Dean List student..
So what???????
Is the Dean List give you right to say others is useless???
Is your high pointer give you right to say bad things to others in front of the public???

Even this situation is not for me...
I mean, I'm not the one who face this ARROGANT AND BIG HEAD guy...
But, I can feel the sadness...

What will you feel when someone come and yell at you in your own room??
What will you feel when someone say that your batch is fuck up and bitch??
These words came from the guy who said that he is clever...
These words came from the guy who think he is professional...

I really disappointed and sad...

I'm not write this to say bad things about that guy..
But I just want to let it go..
I don't want to feel stress with keep this sadness inside me..

Slice of Life...

Today, I and my classmates went to UiTM Jalan Othman Campus...
The campus where we used to be....
Rindu sangat kat kampus ni...
I got the chances to lunch there...at Bumbung Hijau...
and I order the most food I miss...Ikan keli bakar....
Terlepas rindu...
huhu..

I took some photo there but, I will upload next time...
The internet connection is slow...

Just now, I watched one movie....
The title is Knowing...
the story is best..
It is about knowing the future..
But, unfortunately, the ending is not as i predict..
The story end when the earth is destroyed by lava (i think it is lava, but i'm not sure) from sun....
the sea water is dry out...and all the buildings is burn out..
no one can escape....it is scary..
but then I think, what about kiamat..
That day is the day that ALLAH has promise to us, right...
Is it, the kiamat is like the movie 2012?
I don't know....
but what I know, we need to be prepared...
physically and also mentally...
By increase our amalan....

It just a reminder to all who read this and also to myself....
I'm the one that is not perfect in perform any of suruhanNYA...
I'm the one that always melanggar laranganNYA..

Lets change..at least a little bit...
ke arah kebaikan...