2018

Assalamualaikum.

Lama tak menulis untuk diri sendiri..
kalau boleh bersawang blog ni, dah tak jumpa apa apa agaknya sebab sawang banyak sangat.


Well, last new post was published is on October last year.
Nearly one year.
Hahahahaha


Basically, a lot has changed since then.
And when I say a lot... it means BANYAK SANGAT.


Bermula dengan adik dapat beli rumah. Jauh sikit dari KL tapi puas hati la...
Satu benda yang tak best, line memang tak ada sangat. So memang memasing senyap kalau balik rumah dia. twice a month mesti akan ke sana teman adik. So during that time, aman sikit la sebab tak ada orang kacau.
Apa best kat sana?
Ada tesco, ada kedai RM2 and ada kedai baju yang murah serta kedai barang kek.
Hahahahaha...
She did ask me to pindah sana and stay with her....BUT..
Yang ni sambung kejap lagi..



Next, keadaan tempat kerja pun dah berubah...
Lain sikit...
Bermula dengan Kak Hanim berhenti, lepas tu Faris, Iqmal and kak Baiti.
Terasa sangat lain.
maybe we are like family...
Sarapan, lunch and sometimes dinner pun sama sama....
So memang terasa sangat bila they quit.
Tapi, I pray for them.... they did what best for their future kan...



Another important thing is Adik is getting engage Insya Allah.
With the one and only kesayangan dia la kan.
Hahahaha..
Well, I dont know how well the preparation is sebab kalau tanya, dia senyum je. Hahah, okay geram....
But I know it will be okay.
She is a reliable person so I dont think she will have any problem..
It just that maybe I need to prepare people asking about me during the E-day..
Hahah perasan, macam la orang nak amik tau sangat pasal aku.
Heheh....



And I think I feel different because right now is August which I will turn new page into 3 series.
Feel older than before. Hahahaha...
with everyone around me getting married, and children...
I guess, tak boleh lari dari rasa yang satu tu...
But I know, ALLAH has a better plan for me...
So let just wait and see....



Last, Mak tengah tak sihat...
Mak demam berterusan, sakit badan and tak ada selera makan.
Sampai gastrik.
So my brother and sister in law bawak jumpa doktor.
Buat blood test, the result is normal... Tak ada sebarang infection....
tapi mak masih sama...masih tak berselera...
Now, masak semua ayah yang buat...
Paling sedih bila call mak... mak macam tak daya nak cakap...

You know the feeling helpless and useless??
Itu yang aku rasa sekarang...
Sedih? Tak payah cakap... kalau tak kawal, memang banjir selalu...
Mak sakit dan aku jauh.
Tak tau nak buat apa...
Should I just quit and be there with her?
Sedih bila aku sebagai anak tak boleh buat apa apa bila mak sakit.


If u read this, please pray for my mom...
Tolong doakan mak sembuh cepat...
Pretty please with cherries on top.




Okay, mood dah lain macam...
Till next time...



xoxo,
NJ