Baru Balik..

Yesterday, I felt the "nikmat" sleep on my pillow...
Yeah, after 3 nights I sleep on my sweater and in sleeping beg...

I just went back from Royal Belum South...I arrived at Angsana at 10p.m...
A very long and full with experience trip...

This trip start last Thursday...
Nearly 8.00 a.m. we start the 6-7 hours journey...
We arrived at PKD Gerik at 3p.m.
After the PPKP gave us some briefing, we went to the Jeti Awam Gerik.
It takes 45 minutes to 1 hour...

At the jetty, we wait for the boat which sent us to the Arus Belum Camp..
There we was divided into 3 rant...actually I don't know what to call it because the condition there is not like what I imagine..It is really different..
But, frankly speaking, its OK la...

There are lot of activities we done..

• visiting Kampung Chueh, kampung orang asli....gave them food and played with them
• the vector control's activities like fogging, MBS, focal spray and netting...
• Hiking the Belum Forest which on that day, I mean last Saturday my body is full with rashes...I'm really tired because we walked for nearly 5 hours...or maybe more than that...I don't know because I'm don't have watch...

Other than all the activities, I think, I'm the students that have many health problems..
On Wednesday night, my legs got rashes and it is itchy...
On Thursday, on the way to Gerik....I had fever until Friday..
On Saturday, the rashes start grow over whole body...and when I open my shoes after walk in the jungle, my legs are swollen and the color is really red...

In this trip, I went to hospital twice...at night...
The first time I went because my friend got asthma...I went with her as a chaperone...
Because of this, I can see thousands of stars in the sky....
It is so beautiful...

The second time I went to hospital because my rashes got all over my body...
My lecturer said maybe it is because the allergic reaction towards anti-malaria medicine...
I don't really sure the fact...
But when I see doctor today, he ask me to stop taking that medicine...
So, I will face the risk of getting malaria..
Please pray for me so that I'm not infected by that disease...

My swollen leg still like that and I hope it will be OK before I go back to my hometown...
My body still itchy here and there...and it really hard to handle it...

People's Attitude

You know, my lecturer once said that our result is not the only one that decide whether we will success or fail..
That s my lecture's word..
Then, why there is people who said that he is the clever person while the others is stupid...
Yeah, I know you are Dean List student..
So what???????
Is the Dean List give you right to say others is useless???
Is your high pointer give you right to say bad things to others in front of the public???

Even this situation is not for me...
I mean, I'm not the one who face this ARROGANT AND BIG HEAD guy...
But, I can feel the sadness...

What will you feel when someone come and yell at you in your own room??
What will you feel when someone say that your batch is fuck up and bitch??
These words came from the guy who said that he is clever...
These words came from the guy who think he is professional...

I really disappointed and sad...

I'm not write this to say bad things about that guy..
But I just want to let it go..
I don't want to feel stress with keep this sadness inside me..

Slice of Life...

Today, I and my classmates went to UiTM Jalan Othman Campus...
The campus where we used to be....
Rindu sangat kat kampus ni...
I got the chances to lunch there...at Bumbung Hijau...
and I order the most food I miss...Ikan keli bakar....
Terlepas rindu...
huhu..

I took some photo there but, I will upload next time...
The internet connection is slow...

Just now, I watched one movie....
The title is Knowing...
the story is best..
It is about knowing the future..
But, unfortunately, the ending is not as i predict..
The story end when the earth is destroyed by lava (i think it is lava, but i'm not sure) from sun....
the sea water is dry out...and all the buildings is burn out..
no one can escape....it is scary..
but then I think, what about kiamat..
That day is the day that ALLAH has promise to us, right...
Is it, the kiamat is like the movie 2012?
I don't know....
but what I know, we need to be prepared...
physically and also mentally...
By increase our amalan....

It just a reminder to all who read this and also to myself....
I'm the one that is not perfect in perform any of suruhanNYA...
I'm the one that always melanggar laranganNYA..

Lets change..at least a little bit...
ke arah kebaikan...