Feeling deep inside.....

Wanna stop doing this and that..
Wanna stop being a burden....
Wanna stop talking to myself....
Wanna stop all of this and that...






Luckily I have HIM....who always there for me..
ALLAH always by our side, right?????

Entry by others...

ENTRY ni best...check it out!!!!
Baca sebab it is best!!!!
at least, aku rasa LEGA sebab aku antara golongan yg macam tu....
huhu...





"So girls, aku rasa tak payah lah korang nak buat list "Ciri-ciri my Prince Charming". Aku tau perempuan suka buat benda-benda girly (geli) macam ni. Sebab once korang dah jatuh cinta, korang dah tak akan pedulikan list korang tu.

Juga, jangan lah fikir sangat pasal korang comel atau pun tak comel. Well, all of you are beautiful with your own way. WE ALL ARE BEAUTIFUL. Because Allah makes no mistake."

Mr. K 

After a week...

Kamu rindu saya x???
Hahahaha..perasan...
Seminggu lost contact dengan internet..
Seminggu x berada di rumah..

Last week, Friday...Kak Ani celebrating Zirah's birthday...Majlis doa selamat kat rumah dia..Ramai yang datang...so, agak penat sikit la...
Got an interview for a vacancy as chemist on Monday...Bad...Can't answer most of the question...and I don't put any hope...CHRA under what regulation pun x igt tau...so BAD la NJ!!!
Dah la on Sunday got one call from one company which turn to be interview call...
With no preparation....jawab macam ape je..then handphone buat hal pulak...mati during the conversation..confirm, bad reputation la..DOWN gile masa tu...terbawak2 sampai nak interview on Monday...So stress and teringat2 that mistake...SIGH....

After the incidence, Kak ani gave me her old handphone so that the incidence won't happen again...
Thanks a lot to her!!!!

For this first interview...a lot of things happen...
The good things are....abang awi bought for me a pair of new shoes...Kak ani offer to send me to the company....
The bad things are...I forget to bring the address of the company...can't answer the question...and also low confident level...
But, I will take that as an experience...which I cannot get from others....

Lets pray, I will get another interview from OSHEN SOLUTION..If I'm not mistaken..
The PIC said they will arrange an interview for me...
They said, there is vacancy for industrial hygiene (project engineer)...
I don't know whether I can do it or not but then, it will be a good experience kan???

Boleh doa untuk saya????
Thanks a lot!!!


till the next entry, take care and be safe OK!!!!

Duit...

Manusia yang hidup memerlukan duit..
Memang bukan duit yang menentukan kebahagiaan kita TAPI duit tu satu keperluan....
DAN payahnya hidup kalau tak ada duit...


SO, pada yang dah bekerja tu...
Ingat2 la masa senanag kerana akan sampai masa susahnya....



Peringatan untuk diri sendiri sebenarnya yang masih belum punya sumber pendapatan tetap dan masih bergantung kepada orang lain..



Till the next entry, be safe and take care....
And jangan lupa berjimat...
(",)

ALHAMDULILLAH....

Finally, usaha menampakkan sedikit hasil..
Semoga ALLAH permudahkan segalanya...
Semoga hasil segala usaha dapat dituai lepas ni..
Harapnya, dapat la melangkah ke fasa hidup yang baru...


Kamu, doakan saya boleh???
Kalau segalanya berhasil, NJ cerita kat sini....



Till the next entry, take care and be safe!!!

Suasana kat sini: dah rindu kat nephew and nieces!!!

Entry yang Panjangggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg......

Dah lama tak cerita about myself kan...
Lama ke???
I want to type a lot and this will be longgggggggggggg entry Ok....
kalau rasa nak baca, teruskan....kalau tak, sila klik butang x kat atas nun ye...
heheh...



Raya....
Dah lebih seminggu raya...
Cepat jek masa berlalu..


Raya hari tu memang meriah...
Meh, I want to tell from the malam raya...
Right after Raya was announced...
All of my family...
Mom, dad, Abg Awi, abg apun, kak ani satu family, kak lina satu family and also me and my adik...
Went out and play mercun...
Hahaha...No la, I and all my nieces and nephew main bunga api...
Abang awi pasang bunga api merdeka...
we had so much fun...

Ah, baby Zirah that only nearly 1 year old also play bunga api tau..
Suka bebenor die tengok bunga api...
Hahaha...



After that, we were busy cooking...
Actually the main chef is my mom la..
We only helping her prepare the rempah...
wawawa...

Nearly 2.30a.m we slept that night...
The funny thing was Ijat...
He don't want to sleep...
And kept came in and out of the house...
Suka tengok angah, atuk ayah and atuk mak memasak...
Then, Abang awi gave his the chance to hold the sudip...and his ibu took a picture so that his nenek can see it...
He is so happy..'Ijat tolong masak ayam kicap,'
After that, he said he want to taste the ayam...my father gave a drumstick or 'a chicken' for him...
"Hmm, cukup lembut...manis, sedap," that what he said, a three years old kid...
mana la malam tu orang tak ketawa tengokkan dia..
And malam tu saja, Ijat wore 3 clothes..



Pagi raya, woke up at 6.30...
Afetr subuh, as usual...munjung jiran2 and saudara...
What is munjung??? Ala, hantar makanan la...
Then after sembahyang, we all wore the Baju Raya...
Salam, and ask for forgiveness from the eldest..
Then, TAKE PICTURE la....
Unfortunately I can't upload it here...line so slow...huk2..



First hari raya, not going anywhere la..
Stay at home because my mom said, her siblings may come...
So, kak ani went to her mom in law's house while kak lina went back because she is working that day...
After wash the dish and kemas dapur while adik basuh  baju...
SLEEEEEEEPPPP la...


Second day, we went to Kak Lina's house...NEW house..
Bergerak just after abang apun balik ke Chini...
Before went to Kak lina's house, singgah sekejap kat rumah pak long..
For the first time went to rumah kak lina...
Ok la...cat sama kaler dengan rumah mak...hahaha...



Third raya, from rumah kak lina, we went straight to Paloh..
Ziarah kubur nenek...then beraya rumah busu, atuk sedara...
The plan is beraya sampai petang, unfortunately kawan abang awi nak datang...
So balik awal sikit so that we can cook..
Time raya, ikan memang mahalllllllllllllllllll sangat!!!


Sebelum sempat mak siap masak, makcik called said she want to come...
And she arrive before mak siap masak..
Then Kawan abang awi sampai...
So sibuk2 hidang nasi and lauk..
At the same time my neighbor came with his family....
Sempat salam jek...bile dia balik pon tak perasan..
Afetr that, another sedara came...
POn sama, sempat salam jek..
sebab sibuk kat dapur kan....
Malam tu memang penat sangat....
that day can be concluded as the busiest day la...




Day after that, just another usual day la..
the worst is on the 7th day of raya...
Muntah and cirit until nothing left in my stomach...
Melayang jek badan...

Then on last Tuesday, Abang Awi brought me to a clinic to see a doctor..
"salah makan la ni" he said after tepuk2 my stomach..

Semua consultation and medicines are bernilai RM58...
5 type of medicines which mean 8 pills I need to eat at a time...
NJ and medicine is not BFF so can imagine how hard I deal with the pill???
"makan ubat pon susah ke?"
I took nearly 15minutes to eat all 8 pills....

ALHAMDULILLAH...
Yesterday dah Okay dah...
Peritnya bila sakit, perit lagi nak menelan ubat yang banyak tu tau!!!!



oh, sebelum terlupa...
Nak ucap TAHNIAH pada my friend yang dah seminggu mula bekerja...
And SABAR pada yang masih belum dapat keje...aku le tu..
hahaha..



Okay la, dah panjang sangat...
till the next entry,,,do take care ok...
and thanks pada yang sudi baca sampai habis....
it just another life story of mine....
(",)

Sabar....

Rezeki antara manusia tak sama...

Tak dapat keje lagi...
SABAR...



Diri tak sehat....
SABAR....


Terasa tak dihargai....
SABAR...



Apa lagi MANUSIA BIASA seperti aku boleh buat selain SABAR....
kan????

Niat di hati...

Niat di hati nak menulis macam2...
Pasal  raya...pasal suasana...
Tapi kemalasan melanda diri...


Niat di hati nak berbicara dengan seseorang...
namun terasa berat untuk berkata-kata...


Niat di hati nak mencari kerja di internet..
Tapi mood tak sampai-sampai....


Niat di hati nak meluah apa yang ada di dalam hati...
Namun segalanya bagai tersorok di bahagian hati yang paling dalam....


Lantas apa yang termampu...
Hanya la mecoret satu lagi repekan dari NJ...
Ini hanya RASADARIHATIAKU...



P/s:

• TAKZIAH buat keluarga jurukamera yang terbunuh di Somalia...
• TAHNIAH buat my friend who married yesterday...sorry tak dapat datang...Aku doakan kau berbahagia di samping suami tersayang...
• TAHNIAH jugak kepada my friend yang telah bertunang and mungkin melangsungkan perkahwinan tahun depan...

So, till the next entry...be safe...
(",)