Emosi

Assalamualaikum.

Saja nak menulis sementara tengah rehat dari menulis thesis yang entah bila nak siap tu.
Saja nak berkongsi sedikit cerita yang aku alami.


Last week, couldn't remember hari apa but I plan to do mid-term test on that day.
And I realize about this one girl who came early but muka dia muram.
Nampak macam ada masalah.
So, bila dia bertanya berkenaan test, aku tarik dia keluar.
Asked her, what actually happen...
And she cried...


You know, I was panicked....
Yelah, aku bukan orang yang pandai memujuk dan aku tak tahu nak buat apa...
One thing  know is, I need to listen to her.
So, aku dengar la masalah dia.
Family problem...
Dia anak bongsu tapi memikul tanggungjawab yang berat.
Yang mana aku rasa aku tak mampu nak pikul jugak.


So, aku nasihatkan apa yang aku tahu la.
Contohnya, banyakkan bersabar since communicate with elders memang kena banyak bersabar...
And I asked her to not hurting herself.
I asked her to spill everything she felt so that dia tak stress sangat...


I don't know whether its help her or not...
But her story buat aku bersyukur sebab aku ada family yang faham aku..
Ye, salah faham and all those problems memang tak boleh elak..
Tapi at least, tak lah seteruk seperti yang dialami this girl.


Listening to her made me cry...
Entah apa-apa...
Nampak sangat tak boleh jadi kaunselor kan..
Hehe..




Semalam kita dikejutkan dengan berita kehilangan pesawat penerbangan MH370. (ayat macam dalam berita tak?? hehe)
Aku pon terkejut...and bersedih..
Tak tahu kenapa tapi mudah sangat nak tersentuh bila ada berita sedih macam ni especially baca pasal family yang masih menanti kepulangan semua penumpang and anak kapal...


Harap-harap mereka selamat..
Miracle do happen isn't it?
ALLAH berkuasa kan..
So, lets pray for them...
Ya ALLAH selamatkan mereka semua...
:(

Jawapan...

Kalau ada orang tanya,
"nak kahwin dengan saya??"


Apa jawapan yang perlu aku bagi??

Mood ok tapi..

Hari ni bermula dengan baik...
Mood aku ceria jek...
And aku masih boleh jadi model tak berbayar...
huhu..
Sangat suka gambar ni sebab aku nampak tak gemuk.. (pada pandangan mata aku)

Bersama 'Guest Book'...

Maisarah did it for her cousin....

if you are interested, you can contact me...huhu

Dan sejurus selepas tu, hati aku tiba2 jadi lain macam...
Terasa tak sedap hati sampai rasa tangan macam kebas..
Rasa macam lain macam...
Punca?? Tak dapat dikenal pasti..


Rasa tu sampai aku hilang selera nak makan..
Dah beli nasi, tapi memang tak boleh nak masuk..
Kawan2 semua pelik... sebab aku kan kuat makan..
Tadi memang tak rasa nak makan..
Kenapa entah....
Adoi la....




Dan perasaan tu masih ada sampai sekarang..
Apa masalah aku ni????
T___T

Death

Do anyone out there ever felt that there is no tomorrow?? I mean, when we are ready to sleep, suddenly we think or feel that we will never wake up tomorrow...

I used to felt like that. I know, it is good to think and remember about death but it really scary when we fell there is no tomorrow for us. I will cry when I think that I will leave this world cause I have done a lot of sins and not ready to go to the other world. I can imagine how is the situation...oh God...It is scary..really scary... :-(


Lets get back to the happy mood...but not really happy actually.
I contact my friend and ask about the moving to Puncak Alam. the result is I need to register direct to the Puncak Alam. How can I go there if I don't even know where the area is...Argh...this thing really make me tension....Anyone please help me...