Random Talk..

Assalamualaikum....
Hai blog....

Lama tak menjenguk...
Tau tau je dah ramadhan semula.
Selamat berpuasa kepada semua muslimin muslimat...
Semoga ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna buat kita semua...


Tak ada tajuk khas sebab entri kali ni, aku nak membebel...
Tentang perkara yang aku tengok dan hadapi...



Tadi, suddenly my sister sent whatsapp...She told me about her daughter...
I mean about the performance in school...
She is getting worried because her daughter is not doing well in her studies...
I was like 'kenapa tiba2 tanya aku.. bukan aku ada anak pon'
But then, I try to comfort her...
tetiba jadi kaunselor...haha


I said that, kemampuan budak2 tak sama. Maybe she lack in theory but good in something else. So she need to explore and develop the potential.
I also remind my sister so that she wont compare her daughter with anybody else.
Because, no one like to be compared with other people. Am I right?
I did ask my sister to study together with my niece and try to encourage her.
I did warmly remind her to not 'naik angin' since she is like me...cepat naik angin...
haha..
And I think my sister got it and try her best to be a good mother..
Its not that easy to be a mother and at the same time working...
And I salute to all working mothers out there...
And I am hoping I could be a good mother too....berangannnnnn haha..



Hmm, nak bebel pasal apa lagi?
Ah raya da dekat...
I love hari raya but if I could, I would like to have hari raya without the question 'bila nak kahwin?'
Well, after abg awi and abang apun got married, its only me and adik left...
so people will start asking...
How should I answer that particular question...
kalau dulu punya planning memang la tahun ni kahwin...
Tapi sekarang ni, plan nak kahwin dah jadi plan no 9 ke 10...Haha
Gaya macam banyak planning...
Maybe I need to pursue my dream first..getting my PhD, stabilize my life, get one car and so on....
Then, I will think about marriage...
Or lets just Allah decide about it...



Siapa la yang taknak kahwin kan...
huhu..
I want to get married but jodoh tak sampai lagi...
But frankly speaking, I cried when I saw tun's wedding dress...
Cried not because jealous or what but I cried because I am questioning myself 'when will I could wear that?'
But then I realize, Allah know the best for me...
So tawakal je la...



Dah la, penat membebel...
If there is anyone who read this, selamat berpuasa....
make sure puasa penuh...
abang ijat, umur 6 tahun dah puasa penuh tau...hehe
Till the next entry, take care!

Sabtu Ahad yang penuh...

Saja nak update...
Sabtu Ahad penuh dengan kelas...
Assignment dah makin bertambah...
Presentation bakal berlangsung...
Thesis perlu di hantar...

Tapi satu hapa pon tak jalan lagi...
Hailaaaaaa....



Draf Jadual exam dah keluar...

27 Julai Z1LK 6043 - Psikologi
28 Julai Z1LK 6013 - Law
3 Ogos Z1LK 6053 - Occupational Health
4 Ogos Z1LK 6073 - Ergonomic




Frankly speaking, aku tak tau apa yang aku belajar..
Adoi..
Kena take extra precaution...




Nasib baik exam before raya...huhu...

Aku dan hati aku...

Aku rasa nak menulis sesuatu tapi tak dapat nak kenal pasti topik..
ade rasa sesuatu tapi tak tahu apa...




kosong...

Berakhir 2012

Hari ni hari terakhir 2012.
Ramai dah ucapkan selamat tinggal pada 2012 dan menyambut kedatangan 2013.


Aku?
Masih tak percaya bahawa esok dah menjelang 2013.


Azam??
Tak ada...
Nak kahwin tu kira azam tak?
Hahaha..


Tadi ada satu student tanya.
"apa perancangan masa depan miss?"
Aku tak tahu nak jawab apa...
Sejujurnya, rancangan jangka masa panjang ada la....
Tapi untuk tahun depan ni, tak ada la plak rancang pape..
Cuma mungkin aku hanya nak habiskan Master dan jadi pengajar yang lebih baik.


So, korang boleh jawab??
Apa perancangan masa depan???




Jumaat nak balik kampung....yeay!!!!
Miss my parents so much!!!!

Me as Saya....

Assalamualaikum...
Lama da tak update my blog.
Hampir sebulan...


So, today before I start my task...
I would like to write something about me..
Hahaha, gaya ade orang nak tau...



Okay, kawan-kawan...
Right now I am working as a lecturer..
And FYI,
I never imagine to be a lecturer...
I thought for once, masa kecik-kecik dulu la nak jadi cikgu...
Tapi bila da besar sikit, I know tak sesuai nakjadi pengajar since I am a hot tempered person.
So, I change my ambition...
Hahaha...
But mungkin dah takdir...
Aku mengajar akhirnya...



Student selalu tanya,
'miss, kenapa jadi lecturer? tak nak kerja lain ke??'
And I will answer, 'saya dah apply semua kerja tapi tak dapat and bila apply jadi lecturer ni, terus dapat.'
Or 'dah kerja lain tak nak kat saya, saya jadilah lecturer. Kalau tak, saya tak jumpa awak kan,'...
Heheh...



Jom cerita pasal my work.
I start my first job on March 2012.
Its already 8 months...
My first subject is Disease Prevention...
Luckily, I have learned about it before...



hmm, my task as lecturer:
1. I need to teach students. - I learned a lot since I became a lecturer.
2. Give tutorial.
3. Marking Quiz and test. ah, and also exam papers.
4. Jaga exam.
5. Update file.
6. Jadi Mentor. - I have about 44 mentee...
7. others...


Others tu maksudnya kerja-kerja lain yang aku kena buat la kat sini...



Biasa la kan, kerja kat mana-mana pun ada stressor.
Huhu..
So, stress tu benda biasa...
Luckily, I have colleague yang sangat supportive.
The main thing that made me love this work is my officemate yang sangat baik.
Ah, and also the students yang ada macam-macam pe'el...
Hehe...




I have mentees,
Which I always call them as 'anak-anak'..
And they will 'Miss, tolong la, jarak umur tak jauh la..'
But usually, they will layan my kepala gila and call me 'mommy'...
Heheh...



So last Monday and Tuesday,
I spent my time with my anak-anak..
Monday, picnic di Sg. Sendat...
While Tuesday, BBQ at Sg. Kemensah.



Picnic at Sg. Sendat, Ulu Yam...with batch 21 G1...
I was bullied by anak-anak...hahaha..
I organized games for them and one of it is "cari gula-gula dalam tepung"..
After finish the game, aku jadi mangsa...
Habis putih kena baling dengan tepung...
See, my anak-anak is so naughty kan...
Hahaha...




Then on Tuesday night,
My anak-anak form batch 21 G3 organized BBQ at Sg. Kemensah.....
have a lot of fun...
Main hujan....
Tengok diorang main air....aku gelak sakan jek...
Hahaha...



I will upload pictures later...
Sebab gambar tak ada lagi...
Hahaha...





My life is not the most pathetic...
So I decide to move on and enjoy it as it should be....

Engagement and Marriage...

Tajuk nak serius jek kan..
Rasa macam dah lama tak update blog...
Bukan busy tapi tak ada benda nak dicoretkan...
Hari-hari yang berlalu masih sama macam biasa..
Cuma 2 minggu ni aku rasa tak semangat nak bekerja..
Apa yang aku nantikan adalah hujung minggu dimana aku boleh bermalasan di rumah tanpa perlu berhadapan dengan orang lain..
Ada masalah??? tak ada..
Semua ok. it just me who felt like I'm not belongs there...


Last weekend, I went to my bestfriend's house..
She just married...
She cook for me and my friend..
And looking her life after marriage...
I know she is happy...


Yesterday, Nurul Asmak...my friend nikah..
And wlat Monday I got a last chance to had dinner with her...

And actually I am so excited for her wedding but unfortunately I am not attending the reception..
I may go reception pihak lelaki next week.. maybe...
We talk a lot last Monday..
Talk about her preparation and also life after marriage..



And hat I felt now is aku nak kahwin...
Huhu..
Gatal kan..


I don't know why...
Maybe because I can feel the happiness that my friends get after the wedding..
Haila...
Jeles ok tengok kawan2 yang dah kawin..



Tapi.. aku sedar jodoh aku tak sampai lagi sebab ALLAH tahu yang aku belum boleh menjadi isteruyang baik..
So, I will wait patiently here till my Prince Charming come and ask me from my parents...
That moment will come...
I know....

Angan2..

Ok, hari ni saye nak cerita pasal angan2 saye!!!
Kalau tak nak tahu silala close tab ni ok...




Tak tahu la, sejak2 dah bekerja ni..
Kebanyakan orang tanye bila nak kawen..
Soalan biasa bila kita dah berumur 20 lebih dan dah kerja..
Dan jawapan aku senang je...
nanti la dulu...baru sangat kerja...
nak kumpul harta dulu...
Tak pon nak amik Master dulu baru kawen..




Tapi, jujur aku cakap...
Bila tengok gambar kawan2 yang dah kawen...
Tengok betapa bahagianya diorang dengan pasangan...
Kalau yang ada anak, comel2 je anak diorang...
And bila balik keje, ada husband yang datang amik..






Rasa nak kawen tu datang secara tiba-tiba..
Terasa nak seseorang yang kita panggil suami..
At least tak lah sesorang kat rumah kan..
Sekurang-kurangnya bila tension pasal kerja, ade la orang nak dengar kira merungut manja...
Sekurang-kurangnya makan malam aku berteman...
Sekurang-kurangnya hujung minggu aku tak keseorangan...
Sekurang-kurangnya aku ada peneman bila nak keluar...




Tapi sayangnya, entah bila la aku nak kawen...
Kenapa?? sebab aku belum cukup bersedia nak memikul tanggungjawab as a wife..
Nak kawen mungkin senang tapi tanggungjawab lepas kawen tu yang susah sikit.




Aku:
Tak pandai masak....
Tak berapa rajin mengemas...
Tak berapa pandai berhias..
Tak reti nak berkebun, cantikkan laman rumah..
Dan aku bukan la lemah lembut yang boleh sejukkan hati suami..




Dan sebab itu aku rasa, aku tak layak lagi nak kawen...
Kalau lelaki baca entry ni terus reject aku kan...
hahaha...




Tapi angan-angan aku besar..
Dulu nak suami pilot... tapi bila fikir selalu kena tinggal, aku terus tak nak pilot walaupon gaji besar...
Heheh...Aku nak dia selalu ada untuk aku...selalu ada dekat dengan aku...
Aku nak suami yang sederhana je...sebab aku tak cantik...
Kalau dapat suami handsome, aku anggap tu bonus la... heheh
Apa yang penting dia kena la penyabar sebab aku seorang yang cepat melenting, tak berapa nak sabar...
Selain tu, dia kena sabar layan kerenah aku yang banyak macam and sangat manja...
Dia kena matang sebab aku kebudak-budakkan...
Yang penting sekali.. dia terima aku seadanya dan boleh terima family aku sebaiknya...
Sebab bagi aku, bila dia kita kawen dengan seseorang, bermaksud kitakawen dengan family dia sekali...
And lastly of course suka and pandai jaga budak kecik.. sebab aku suka budak kecik tapi x berapa nak pandai jaga budak...heheh



Mesti korang cakap aku demand kan..
Hahaha...
Ada aku kisah??? Sebab ni kan angan-angan aku...
Heheh..



Hati aku sakit..
Sakit sebab apa aku tak tau sebab tak jumpa doktor untuk check..
Tapi bila hati terluka, sakit tak payah cakap la kan...
Rasa macam nak menangis tapi air mata tak keluar...
Sungguh aku sakit kat hati sangat2...
Sapa ada ubat??? ble bagi tak?
T________T

Dewasa...

Sukarnya menjadi seorang dewasa..
Payahnya menjadi matang...



NJ, bila nak berubah ni??
NJ, be matured please.....

Moving to Ampang

Yesterday I moved to my new house...hahaha
Rented house, ok...

SO far, ok la...
There is 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms and also kitchen...
With rent 150 ringgit, I share a room with someone that I really don't know.
From yesterday, I met her once...then she went to work...
And until I slept, she didn't back yet....
In conclusion, I don't have chances to talk and to know her...


Yesterday also I met my ex-classmate, nurul asmak...
We had dinner together...
Talked about our job, friends and also personal things...
It has been long time ago since we talk...
Huhu...
Thanks a lot asmak, belanja saya makan.
I appreciate it!!!!



Monday blues, it really hard to wake up today...
But, I success ti woke up early...
huhu...
Waited for the bus but then I took the taxi...
hahaha...
The fare of course much much much cheaper than last week...
ALHAMDULILLAH...

The line is slow here...

I have problem in posting the entry cause I use the GPRS instead of the 3G....in addition, i need to reduce the usage the electricity....huhu.

I don't know what to say, just I hope all my friends out there always happy....

" Sometime, what we get is not what we want....but actually, what we get is the best thing that God give to us" ~ think about it....