Assalamualaikum.
Lama tak menulis untuk diri sendiri..
kalau boleh bersawang blog ni, dah tak jumpa apa apa agaknya sebab sawang banyak sangat.
Well, last new post was published is on October last year.
Nearly one year.
Hahahahaha
Basically, a lot has changed since then.
And when I say a lot... it means BANYAK SANGAT.
Bermula dengan adik dapat beli rumah. Jauh sikit dari KL tapi puas hati la...
Satu benda yang tak best, line memang tak ada sangat. So memang memasing senyap kalau balik rumah dia. twice a month mesti akan ke sana teman adik. So during that time, aman sikit la sebab tak ada orang kacau.
Apa best kat sana?
Ada tesco, ada kedai RM2 and ada kedai baju yang murah serta kedai barang kek.
Hahahahaha...
She did ask me to pindah sana and stay with her....BUT..
Yang ni sambung kejap lagi..
Next, keadaan tempat kerja pun dah berubah...
Lain sikit...
Bermula dengan Kak Hanim berhenti, lepas tu Faris, Iqmal and kak Baiti.
Terasa sangat lain.
maybe we are like family...
Sarapan, lunch and sometimes dinner pun sama sama....
So memang terasa sangat bila they quit.
Tapi, I pray for them.... they did what best for their future kan...
Another important thing is Adik is getting engage Insya Allah.
With the one and only kesayangan dia la kan.
Hahahaha..
Well, I dont know how well the preparation is sebab kalau tanya, dia senyum je. Hahah, okay geram....
But I know it will be okay.
She is a reliable person so I dont think she will have any problem..
It just that maybe I need to prepare people asking about me during the E-day..
Hahah perasan, macam la orang nak amik tau sangat pasal aku.
Heheh....
And I think I feel different because right now is August which I will turn new page into 3 series.
Feel older than before. Hahahaha...
with everyone around me getting married, and children...
I guess, tak boleh lari dari rasa yang satu tu...
But I know, ALLAH has a better plan for me...
So let just wait and see....
Last, Mak tengah tak sihat...
Mak demam berterusan, sakit badan and tak ada selera makan.
Sampai gastrik.
So my brother and sister in law bawak jumpa doktor.
Buat blood test, the result is normal... Tak ada sebarang infection....
tapi mak masih sama...masih tak berselera...
Now, masak semua ayah yang buat...
Paling sedih bila call mak... mak macam tak daya nak cakap...
You know the feeling helpless and useless??
Itu yang aku rasa sekarang...
Sedih? Tak payah cakap... kalau tak kawal, memang banjir selalu...
Mak sakit dan aku jauh.
Tak tau nak buat apa...
Should I just quit and be there with her?
Sedih bila aku sebagai anak tak boleh buat apa apa bila mak sakit.
If u read this, please pray for my mom...
Tolong doakan mak sembuh cepat...
Pretty please with cherries on top.
Okay, mood dah lain macam...
Till next time...
xoxo,
NJ
ASSALAMUALAIKUM...
This is my page....
My place to say what I feel, What I think and what happen to me..
So, please do read but don't get any negative feelings to me...
I'm just me...
ready to learn and listen....
My place to say what I feel, What I think and what happen to me..
So, please do read but don't get any negative feelings to me...
I'm just me...
ready to learn and listen....
MY CUTIE
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Tuesday, August 7, 2018
Monday, April 21, 2014
Hari merungut sedunia....
Assalamualaikum..
Ya, aku nak merungut..
Sila abaikan entry ini jika anda tidak ingin sesak kepala...
Saja nak berbicara soal tempat kerja aku...
Entah la, mungkin ini dari sudut pandangan aku sorang...
Bukan orang lain..
Mungkin aku sahaja yang rasa macam ni, orang lain mungkin okay je...
Aku suka tempat kerja aku...
Aku sayang kat kerja aku...
Cuma aku dapat rasa perubahan dari hari pertama aku kerja sampai la sekarang...
Perubahan memang susah nak terima...maksud aku, ambil masa untuk adapt...
Tapi kalau perubahan tu menyebabkan masalah...bukan ke lebih baik tak ada perubahan...
Satu lagi, bukan ke setiap perubahan perlu diberitahu kepada semua??
Bagi la briefing yang jelas kepada staf and clients.
Why, how, what, when....
All those things need to be clarified...
Everyone are eager to know the reasons..
Satu lagi, bukan ke setiap keputusan perlu berbincang dulu??
Bukan bincang dengan orang kuat je, tapi bincang dengan jabatan yang terlibat la...
We are the one who face all those complaints and comments from the clients...
We are the one who feel the burden...
So, would you please.... consider our part as well??
Aku tak mintak banyak, tapi dengar la jugak pandangan kami ni...
We are part of the company...
Maybe we are not expert on budgeting and whatsoever...
But, we know what clients really need...
Kalau tak boleh buat, then bagitahu sebab musabab...
Clarify la balik...
Ada lagi yang aku nak taip..
Tapi takpe la, nanti la pulak...
Aku respect orang tapi bila orang tak respect aku, sorry to say...
memang aku takkan respect sampai bila2..
Aku bukan baik sangat, tapi jangan sampai aku tunjuk kurang ajar aku...
Ya, aku nak merungut..
Sila abaikan entry ini jika anda tidak ingin sesak kepala...
Saja nak berbicara soal tempat kerja aku...
Entah la, mungkin ini dari sudut pandangan aku sorang...
Bukan orang lain..
Mungkin aku sahaja yang rasa macam ni, orang lain mungkin okay je...
Aku suka tempat kerja aku...
Aku sayang kat kerja aku...
Cuma aku dapat rasa perubahan dari hari pertama aku kerja sampai la sekarang...
Perubahan memang susah nak terima...maksud aku, ambil masa untuk adapt...
Tapi kalau perubahan tu menyebabkan masalah...bukan ke lebih baik tak ada perubahan...
Satu lagi, bukan ke setiap perubahan perlu diberitahu kepada semua??
Bagi la briefing yang jelas kepada staf and clients.
Why, how, what, when....
All those things need to be clarified...
Everyone are eager to know the reasons..
Satu lagi, bukan ke setiap keputusan perlu berbincang dulu??
Bukan bincang dengan orang kuat je, tapi bincang dengan jabatan yang terlibat la...
We are the one who face all those complaints and comments from the clients...
We are the one who feel the burden...
So, would you please.... consider our part as well??
Aku tak mintak banyak, tapi dengar la jugak pandangan kami ni...
We are part of the company...
Maybe we are not expert on budgeting and whatsoever...
But, we know what clients really need...
Kalau tak boleh buat, then bagitahu sebab musabab...
Clarify la balik...
Ada lagi yang aku nak taip..
Tapi takpe la, nanti la pulak...
Aku respect orang tapi bila orang tak respect aku, sorry to say...
memang aku takkan respect sampai bila2..
Aku bukan baik sangat, tapi jangan sampai aku tunjuk kurang ajar aku...
Wednesday, March 5, 2014
Krisis Air
Assalamualaikum wbt.
Bagi aku yang duduk kat KL ni, memang tengah mengalami masalah air.
Bukan berlebihan tapi kekurangan.
Jadi, bekalan air kami di catu...
Dua hari ada bekalan air, 2 hari berikutnya tak ada...
So, begitu la keadaannya sepanjang musim panas ni.
Alhamdulillah, walaupun bekalan air di catu... masih mampu untuk mandi dan bersihkan diri...
Tapi memang berjimat la.
Kalau dulu mandi macam nak banjir bilik air...
Sekarang memang jimat gila..
Basahkan badan, pastu cuci muka, syampu and sabun badan....and bilas sekali gus..
Nampak tak jimatnya di situ..
Hahaha...
Cerita tentang aku,
Masih bekerja keras nak menghabiskan thesis...
Tinggal seminggu lagi untuk hantar hardcopy.
A week after that, viva thesis...
Lepas tu I'M FREE!!!!!
My wish list after viva.
1. Marathon Running man
2. Marathon 4 novel baru
3. Bercuti
Pastu aku mesti busy nak prepare untuk majlis kan..
Majlis kahwin abang apun...
Huhu...
Sekarang ni, dah jadi habit...
Bila orang tanya bila nak kahwin,
Aku mesti jawab..
"Insya ALLAH hujung tahun ni,"
Padahal, calon tak ada lagi..
Hahaha...
Sampai masa nanti aku kahwin la kan...
Yakin dengan janji ALLAH...
Dua tiga hari ni, aku addicted dengan satu lagu.
Masih Mencintainya by Papinka.
Tak tahu kenapa...
Bagi aku yang duduk kat KL ni, memang tengah mengalami masalah air.
Bukan berlebihan tapi kekurangan.
Jadi, bekalan air kami di catu...
Dua hari ada bekalan air, 2 hari berikutnya tak ada...
So, begitu la keadaannya sepanjang musim panas ni.
Alhamdulillah, walaupun bekalan air di catu... masih mampu untuk mandi dan bersihkan diri...
Tapi memang berjimat la.
Kalau dulu mandi macam nak banjir bilik air...
Sekarang memang jimat gila..
Basahkan badan, pastu cuci muka, syampu and sabun badan....and bilas sekali gus..
Nampak tak jimatnya di situ..
Hahaha...
Cerita tentang aku,
Masih bekerja keras nak menghabiskan thesis...
Tinggal seminggu lagi untuk hantar hardcopy.
A week after that, viva thesis...
Lepas tu I'M FREE!!!!!
My wish list after viva.
1. Marathon Running man
2. Marathon 4 novel baru
3. Bercuti
Pastu aku mesti busy nak prepare untuk majlis kan..
Majlis kahwin abang apun...
Huhu...
Sekarang ni, dah jadi habit...
Bila orang tanya bila nak kahwin,
Aku mesti jawab..
"Insya ALLAH hujung tahun ni,"
Padahal, calon tak ada lagi..
Hahaha...
Sampai masa nanti aku kahwin la kan...
Yakin dengan janji ALLAH...
Dua tiga hari ni, aku addicted dengan satu lagu.
Masih Mencintainya by Papinka.
Tak tahu kenapa...
Thursday, July 18, 2013
menghabiskan sisa-sisa kehidupan...
Assalamualaikum...
Tajuk tu saja je...
Memang nak berdrama...huhu...
Sekarang, hidup makin busy tapi macam sunyi...
Huhu...
Tak tahu la kenapa...
Minggu lepas aku balik kampung...
Berjumpa mak, ayah dan keluarga setelah 2 bulan tak bertemu...
Rindu...
And, Mak masakkan laksa...hehe
Thanks mak, LOVE U!!!
Sampai je rumah, lepas berbuka...
Terus alter langsir and siap malam tu jugak...
Dalam sibuk menjahit, sempat la bercerita itu dan ini dengan mak...
Dan mak mudah je bagi nasihat...
'ade kebaikan semua tu berlaku, bersyukur laaa..jangan fikir banyak'
Ringkas tapi padat dan semestinya betul...
Pagi ahad, lepas sahur, bergerak pulang ke KL sebab aku ada kelas pagi tu...
Busy kan aku..hahaha
Last kelas kan...so datang je laaa..
Btw, next week dah exam!!!!
Isnin, berkesempatan untuk berbuka dengan my best friend...KAKWAN...
Rindu la kakwan...hehe...
Makan sate..order 20 cucuk, makan cuma 10...huhu...
Nak balik, tiba-tiba kereta kakwan tak boleh hidup..
Nasib baik ada pakcik teksi yang sangat baik hati untuk tolong kitorang...
Masalah bateri dan harga bateri kereta MAHAL GILA!!!!
Sakit perut aku tengok harga tu...
Tapi apa pun, happy sangat dapat jumpa kakwan...
Selasa, berbuka di Istana Budaya bersama Kak Mas dan suami...
Nampak ramai artis...tapi Izzue Islam takde..huhu..
Makanan banyak gila, ada lamb chop lagi...
Sayangnya, masin...huhu...
Balik pkul 9, perut rasa nak pecah....
Sabtu ni ada majlis berbuka dengan kawan-kawan...
Di UPM pulak...
Hehe....
Asyik makan tak ingat dunia...
Mana lah tak gemuk and tak kurus-kurus...
Patutlah kena tinggal...
huhu...
kerana diri ini lemah, aku tak mampu untuk padam semua gambar yang berkaitan dia...jadi, aku serahkan kepada yang pakar...sakit?? tak payah cakap tapi itu yang terbaik...gambar yang dalam album, aku dah keluarkan dan campak mana-mana...moga-moga aku tak jumpa da....memanglah tu kenangan, tapi mungkin aku kena jadi lagi kuat sebelum aku tengok gambar-gambar tu semula...
Tajuk tu saja je...
Memang nak berdrama...huhu...
Sekarang, hidup makin busy tapi macam sunyi...
Huhu...
Tak tahu la kenapa...
Minggu lepas aku balik kampung...
Berjumpa mak, ayah dan keluarga setelah 2 bulan tak bertemu...
Rindu...
And, Mak masakkan laksa...hehe
Thanks mak, LOVE U!!!
Sampai je rumah, lepas berbuka...
Terus alter langsir and siap malam tu jugak...
Dalam sibuk menjahit, sempat la bercerita itu dan ini dengan mak...
Dan mak mudah je bagi nasihat...
'ade kebaikan semua tu berlaku, bersyukur laaa..jangan fikir banyak'
Ringkas tapi padat dan semestinya betul...
Pagi ahad, lepas sahur, bergerak pulang ke KL sebab aku ada kelas pagi tu...
Busy kan aku..hahaha
Last kelas kan...so datang je laaa..
Btw, next week dah exam!!!!
Isnin, berkesempatan untuk berbuka dengan my best friend...KAKWAN...
Rindu la kakwan...hehe...
Makan sate..order 20 cucuk, makan cuma 10...huhu...
Nak balik, tiba-tiba kereta kakwan tak boleh hidup..
Nasib baik ada pakcik teksi yang sangat baik hati untuk tolong kitorang...
Masalah bateri dan harga bateri kereta MAHAL GILA!!!!
Sakit perut aku tengok harga tu...
Tapi apa pun, happy sangat dapat jumpa kakwan...
Selasa, berbuka di Istana Budaya bersama Kak Mas dan suami...
Nampak ramai artis...tapi Izzue Islam takde..huhu..
Makanan banyak gila, ada lamb chop lagi...
Sayangnya, masin...huhu...
Balik pkul 9, perut rasa nak pecah....
Sabtu ni ada majlis berbuka dengan kawan-kawan...
Di UPM pulak...
Hehe....
Asyik makan tak ingat dunia...
Mana lah tak gemuk and tak kurus-kurus...
Patutlah kena tinggal...
huhu...
kerana diri ini lemah, aku tak mampu untuk padam semua gambar yang berkaitan dia...jadi, aku serahkan kepada yang pakar...sakit?? tak payah cakap tapi itu yang terbaik...gambar yang dalam album, aku dah keluarkan dan campak mana-mana...moga-moga aku tak jumpa da....memanglah tu kenangan, tapi mungkin aku kena jadi lagi kuat sebelum aku tengok gambar-gambar tu semula...
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Aku dan Masa Depan
Assalamualaikum
Lama tak berkesempatan menjenguk blog sendiri...
Bersawang agaknya kalau di alam realiti...
Rindu? of course rindu nak menaip tentang diri sendiri..
Tapi masa membatas segalanya...
Okay, aku tau yang tu poyo....
Hehe
Aku baru boleh bernafas semula...
Bernafas semula in term of kesibukan...
poyo lagi...
Hahaha
Yup, baru habis jadual bertindih...
Means baru sahaja tamat tempoh jadual pack dan balik lambat....
Aku juga baru saja dapat memilih supervisor untuk mini thesis aku..
And semalam baru berakhir HIRARC and SCAT presentation...
SCAT is Skill Competency Assessment Test...
Test yang diberikan kepada pelajar tahun akhir untuk melihat sama ada mereka familiar with the basic concept.
Oooo, aku di tugaskan untuk handle SCAT tu..
So, hampr 2 minggu jugak la sibuk...
Jadi, kiranya hari ini baru la dapat meluangkan masa mengemas meja yang macam stor lama, menjenguk blog dan menyelesaikan sedikit kerja yang tertangguh..
Kerja yang tertangguh banyak, yang siap baru sikit...
huhu..
Berbalik kepada tajuk,
Kenapa masa depan??
Ada student tanya, 'miss tak nak pindah dari sini ke?'
Aku berfikir sejenak...'I love the relationship with my colleagues here...plus, I promise to my children that I will stay until they graduate.'
So, mungkin buat masa sekarang, itu yang aku nampak untuk masa depan aku laaa...
Berkawan dengan mereka yang telah berjaya dalam hidup a.k.a my classmate..
Buat aku cemburu dan meragui sama ada aku boleh jadi seperti mereka..
'Dalam tempoh 5 tahun, aku nak keluar dari company sekarang...then masuk bidang ni...bla bla bla...'
Serius aku cemburu...
Sebab??
Sebab aku tak mampu nak merancang seperti itu..
Kiranya macam masa depan aku masih samar-samar.
Hmm, takpelah...
Mungkin ada yang lebih baik menanti aku nanti..
Sedapkan hati sendiri...hahaha
Kahwin???
Hmm, dua orang kawan aku bakal menamatkan zaman bujang bulan ni..
Bulan ni kan Ema?? hahaha
Sorang lagi, kawan sekolah.. malangnya aku tak dapat hadir...
Biasa lah Sabtu Ahad memang kelas jek...
huhu
So, aku nak wish.....
Selamat Pengantin Baru..
Semoga kekal hingga ke syurga...
Semoga kebahagiaan sentiasa bersama kamu...
Semoga jadi isteri dan ibu yang solehah...
And to the person yang nak tunang bulan 6 ni...
Selamat bertunang!!!!!
Aku bila lagi??
Tunggu seru dari yang atas sana..
Kalau jodoh sampai, aku kahwin laaa...
Okay, aku tau yang ni takde orang nak tau...
hahahaha
Right now, aku kena fikir nak buat thesis...
Ada tajuk??
Please bagi tajuk...especially in ergonomic sebab penyelia dalam bidang ergo...
hehe...
nak share lirik lagu...
suka lagu ni...
lagu lama yang baru aku suka...
Insan ku Sayang Kini Menghilang by Spin..
Tetiba kepala pening...
Stress kot...
Haila...
No one care la, NJ...
Lama tak berkesempatan menjenguk blog sendiri...
Bersawang agaknya kalau di alam realiti...
Rindu? of course rindu nak menaip tentang diri sendiri..
Tapi masa membatas segalanya...
Okay, aku tau yang tu poyo....
Hehe
Aku baru boleh bernafas semula...
Bernafas semula in term of kesibukan...
poyo lagi...
Hahaha
Yup, baru habis jadual bertindih...
Means baru sahaja tamat tempoh jadual pack dan balik lambat....
Aku juga baru saja dapat memilih supervisor untuk mini thesis aku..
And semalam baru berakhir HIRARC and SCAT presentation...
SCAT is Skill Competency Assessment Test...
Test yang diberikan kepada pelajar tahun akhir untuk melihat sama ada mereka familiar with the basic concept.
Oooo, aku di tugaskan untuk handle SCAT tu..
So, hampr 2 minggu jugak la sibuk...
Jadi, kiranya hari ini baru la dapat meluangkan masa mengemas meja yang macam stor lama, menjenguk blog dan menyelesaikan sedikit kerja yang tertangguh..
Kerja yang tertangguh banyak, yang siap baru sikit...
huhu..
Berbalik kepada tajuk,
Kenapa masa depan??
Ada student tanya, 'miss tak nak pindah dari sini ke?'
Aku berfikir sejenak...'I love the relationship with my colleagues here...plus, I promise to my children that I will stay until they graduate.'
So, mungkin buat masa sekarang, itu yang aku nampak untuk masa depan aku laaa...
Berkawan dengan mereka yang telah berjaya dalam hidup a.k.a my classmate..
Buat aku cemburu dan meragui sama ada aku boleh jadi seperti mereka..
'Dalam tempoh 5 tahun, aku nak keluar dari company sekarang...then masuk bidang ni...bla bla bla...'
Serius aku cemburu...
Sebab??
Sebab aku tak mampu nak merancang seperti itu..
Kiranya macam masa depan aku masih samar-samar.
Hmm, takpelah...
Mungkin ada yang lebih baik menanti aku nanti..
Sedapkan hati sendiri...hahaha
Kahwin???
Hmm, dua orang kawan aku bakal menamatkan zaman bujang bulan ni..
Bulan ni kan Ema?? hahaha
Sorang lagi, kawan sekolah.. malangnya aku tak dapat hadir...
Biasa lah Sabtu Ahad memang kelas jek...
huhu
So, aku nak wish.....
Selamat Pengantin Baru..
Semoga kekal hingga ke syurga...
Semoga kebahagiaan sentiasa bersama kamu...
Semoga jadi isteri dan ibu yang solehah...
And to the person yang nak tunang bulan 6 ni...
Selamat bertunang!!!!!
Aku bila lagi??
Tunggu seru dari yang atas sana..
Kalau jodoh sampai, aku kahwin laaa...
Okay, aku tau yang ni takde orang nak tau...
hahahaha
Right now, aku kena fikir nak buat thesis...
Ada tajuk??
Please bagi tajuk...especially in ergonomic sebab penyelia dalam bidang ergo...
hehe...
nak share lirik lagu...
suka lagu ni...
lagu lama yang baru aku suka...
Insan ku Sayang Kini Menghilang by Spin..
Mengapakah sayang
Engkau sanggup hancurkan
Cinta kita yang dibina bersama
A... a... a...
Tergamaknya kau tinggalkan
Kau biarkan hidupku sepi
Mengapa sayang mengapa katakan
Dahulu hanya diriku
Kau berikan pengharapan
Ku serah cinta yang sepi
Pernah ku ragui
Kiniku rayu memujuk hatimu
Tidakku terdaya
Lantaran berulang kali kau kata kebencian hatimu
Mengapa sayang beginikah akhirnya
Apakah ini suratan takdir
Suka duka kita dalam nafas cinta berdua
Insanku sayang kini menghilang
Musnahlah sudah harapan cinta selamanya
Tidakkah kau ingat dulu kenangan bersama
Indah cinta yang kau beri
Bersaksi rembulan
Ku sangka engkau setia
Rupanya engkau berpura-pura
Setelah kasih ku serah
Diriku kau tinggalkan
Mengapakah sayang
Engkau sanggup hancurkan
Cinta kita yang dibina bersama
Tetiba kepala pening...
Stress kot...
Haila...
No one care la, NJ...
Friday, April 12, 2013
Air dan Hujan
Air, kenapa air??
Sebab sekarang ni kawasan rumah aku ni sedang dilanda masalah bekalan air...
Tak tahulah bila masalah air ini akan selesai...
Dan tak tahu air tangki tu boleh bertahan sampai bila...
Harapnya cepat lah masalah ini selesai...
Sebab susah nak buat kerja bila tak ada air..
Kannnn...
Hujan, kenapa hujan???
Sebab aku suka hujan...
Aku suka main hujan...
Cuma sejak duduk KL ni, tak pernah main hujan...
Air hujan tak sihat...hehehe...
Rindu nak main hujan...
Nak bergelak ketawa dalam hujan....
Kenapa tiba-tiba cakap pasal hujan?
Sebab tadi tengok blog my friend ni...
Ada hujan rintik2 kat blog dia...
Jeles okay...ajar please....
Heheh....
Esok kelas bermula semula...
Dah masuk minggu kedua daa....
Result semester lepas??
ALHAMDULILLAH, rezeki dari DIA...
Lebih dari apa yang aku target....
Semester ni, ade 4 subjek yang semuanya susah...
Semuanya hardcore...hahaha
Harap2 aku boleh mengekalkan pointer aku...
Dan aku dah kena mula membuat proposal untuk mini thesis aku..
Ada idea????
Hati kita, tiada siapa yang tahu...
Tiada siapa yang faham...
Melainkan kita dan yang di atas sana...
kita boleh berkata tidak sedangkan hati berkata ya...
KIta boleh menidakkan apa yang ada di dalam hati...
Namun, kita tidak bleh menipu diri sendiri....
Kalau aku ada salah, cakap...
Jangan mengelak dari aku...
Kalau taknak aku kacau, bagitahu...
Tak payah pura-pura tak nampak...
Sebab sekarang ni kawasan rumah aku ni sedang dilanda masalah bekalan air...
Tak tahulah bila masalah air ini akan selesai...
Dan tak tahu air tangki tu boleh bertahan sampai bila...
Harapnya cepat lah masalah ini selesai...
Sebab susah nak buat kerja bila tak ada air..
Kannnn...
Hujan, kenapa hujan???
Sebab aku suka hujan...
Aku suka main hujan...
Cuma sejak duduk KL ni, tak pernah main hujan...
Air hujan tak sihat...hehehe...
Rindu nak main hujan...
Nak bergelak ketawa dalam hujan....
Kenapa tiba-tiba cakap pasal hujan?
Sebab tadi tengok blog my friend ni...
Ada hujan rintik2 kat blog dia...
Jeles okay...ajar please....
Heheh....
Esok kelas bermula semula...
Dah masuk minggu kedua daa....
Result semester lepas??
ALHAMDULILLAH, rezeki dari DIA...
Lebih dari apa yang aku target....
Semester ni, ade 4 subjek yang semuanya susah...
Semuanya hardcore...hahaha
Harap2 aku boleh mengekalkan pointer aku...
Dan aku dah kena mula membuat proposal untuk mini thesis aku..
Ada idea????
Hati kita, tiada siapa yang tahu...
Tiada siapa yang faham...
Melainkan kita dan yang di atas sana...
kita boleh berkata tidak sedangkan hati berkata ya...
KIta boleh menidakkan apa yang ada di dalam hati...
Namun, kita tidak bleh menipu diri sendiri....
Kalau aku ada salah, cakap...
Jangan mengelak dari aku...
Kalau taknak aku kacau, bagitahu...
Tak payah pura-pura tak nampak...
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Tak Seronok...
Adalah sangat tak seronok bila.....
1. Orang yang boleh dikatakan rapat dengan kita tiba-tiba menjauh...
- Kalau aku ada salah, cakap...jangan mengelak dari aku...kalau taknak aku kacau kau, bagitahu...tak payah pura-pura tak nampak...
2. Pagi pergi kerja elok sihat walafiat, balik saja kaki berbalut...
- Gara-gara hati dan akal tidak berada di tempatnya, kaki melangkah dan terjatuh...sakit okay jatuh tangga...
Sungguh aku bernasib baik bila kaki tak terseliuh dan harap2 tak bengkak...CUAI NJ!!!!
3.Kerja melambak tapi tak ada mood nak selesaikan...
- kerja makin bertambah tapi aku tak ada hati langsung nak siapkan...dengan tutorial, test dan macam-macam lagi...haish..
4. Terasa sedih tanpa sebab...
- jangan tanya kenapa sebab aku pon tak tahu sebab musabab... mungkin disebabkan perasaan yang bercampur dari dulu so sekarang nampak kesannya...haila...
Hati, please be strong with me....
I need you to face all this and keep moving on....
1. Orang yang boleh dikatakan rapat dengan kita tiba-tiba menjauh...
- Kalau aku ada salah, cakap...jangan mengelak dari aku...kalau taknak aku kacau kau, bagitahu...tak payah pura-pura tak nampak...
2. Pagi pergi kerja elok sihat walafiat, balik saja kaki berbalut...
- Gara-gara hati dan akal tidak berada di tempatnya, kaki melangkah dan terjatuh...sakit okay jatuh tangga...
Sungguh aku bernasib baik bila kaki tak terseliuh dan harap2 tak bengkak...CUAI NJ!!!!
3.Kerja melambak tapi tak ada mood nak selesaikan...
- kerja makin bertambah tapi aku tak ada hati langsung nak siapkan...dengan tutorial, test dan macam-macam lagi...haish..
4. Terasa sedih tanpa sebab...
- jangan tanya kenapa sebab aku pon tak tahu sebab musabab... mungkin disebabkan perasaan yang bercampur dari dulu so sekarang nampak kesannya...haila...
Hati, please be strong with me....
I need you to face all this and keep moving on....
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Kesibukan...
Assalamualaikum...
Saja update blog sampai dua kali...
Hahaha..
Kebelakangan ni, kesibukan aku melebihi segala-galanya..
Haha, gaya sibuk kalah menteri..
Entahlah, aku tak tahu aku buat apa dengan masa aku...
Tapi, banyak benda yang aku suka buat...dah tak terbuat..
Pening kan...
Hahaha...
Contoh, aku dah tak sempat nak baca novel...
Aku ada 3 novel lagi yang tak baca..
Dan dah ada novel baru yang aku nak beli...
Macam mana ni..
Pastu,
Sebelum ni aku sempat je tengok running man,
Sekarang ni, susah nak cari masa yang sesuai..
Merungut ke ni???
Sikit la...heheh...
Alamak!!!
Assignment tak buat lagi...
Hari sabtu ada kuiz!!!
Tutorial student tak mark lagi!!!!
Macam mana ni??
I am not a well manage person...
I don't know how to manage things especially time..
Haish....
Sekarang ni, kepala da pening..
Nak tidur tapi mana boleh...
Kena study..
hukhuk...
Mak, nak balik!!!!!!
:(
Saja update blog sampai dua kali...
Hahaha..
Kebelakangan ni, kesibukan aku melebihi segala-galanya..
Haha, gaya sibuk kalah menteri..
Entahlah, aku tak tahu aku buat apa dengan masa aku...
Tapi, banyak benda yang aku suka buat...dah tak terbuat..
Pening kan...
Hahaha...
Contoh, aku dah tak sempat nak baca novel...
Aku ada 3 novel lagi yang tak baca..
Dan dah ada novel baru yang aku nak beli...
Macam mana ni..
Pastu,
Sebelum ni aku sempat je tengok running man,
Sekarang ni, susah nak cari masa yang sesuai..
Merungut ke ni???
Sikit la...heheh...
Alamak!!!
Assignment tak buat lagi...
Hari sabtu ada kuiz!!!
Tutorial student tak mark lagi!!!!
Macam mana ni??
I am not a well manage person...
I don't know how to manage things especially time..
Haish....
Sekarang ni, kepala da pening..
Nak tidur tapi mana boleh...
Kena study..
hukhuk...
Mak, nak balik!!!!!!
:(
Friday, September 28, 2012
Macam-macam
Dah lama tak menjenguk my blog...
kesibukan mnghalang aku...
Eceh, gaya busy macam PM kan.... hahaha
But since the last entry, a lot of things happened..
smile, laugh, tears...
Happy, sad, angry...
Everything there...
the most important thing is..................
I will be a student once again....
Tomorrow is my Masters registration at UKM bangi.....
Can't wait but also nervous...
heheh...
And because of my masters,
I apply for personal loan...
And you know what it is not that easy to transfer your own money to others...
4K...or 4 thousands...
It is a lot!!!!
But for the sake of my study,
I sacrifice that...
So starting next month,
1. I won't be free during weekend...got classes...
2. I need to save more money means need to reduce my expenses..kena berjimat..
3. I need to use my time efficiently... (continue study while working means workload much more than before)
Actually there are a lot of things I want to write here but I still don't have the mood...
1. went to Kedah and met my bestfriend - jalan2 sekali
2. went to aquaria with incik hati manis - nak pergi petrosains tak dapat...
3. finish marking final exam...- a little disappointed but redha....
4. crisis with my housemate - bila rumah bukan lagi 'home sweet home'...
Later if the mood is inside me, I will write the whole story...
Now, need to sleep early because I need to wake up early...
Congratulations NJ for becoming students once again in your life...
Do your best for yourself and mak ayah....!!!
sye nak kek laici.. mne nak dapat???
kesibukan mnghalang aku...
Eceh, gaya busy macam PM kan.... hahaha
But since the last entry, a lot of things happened..
smile, laugh, tears...
Happy, sad, angry...
Everything there...
the most important thing is..................
I will be a student once again....
Tomorrow is my Masters registration at UKM bangi.....
Can't wait but also nervous...
heheh...
And because of my masters,
I apply for personal loan...
And you know what it is not that easy to transfer your own money to others...
4K...or 4 thousands...
It is a lot!!!!
But for the sake of my study,
I sacrifice that...
So starting next month,
1. I won't be free during weekend...got classes...
2. I need to save more money means need to reduce my expenses..kena berjimat..
3. I need to use my time efficiently... (continue study while working means workload much more than before)
Actually there are a lot of things I want to write here but I still don't have the mood...
1. went to Kedah and met my bestfriend - jalan2 sekali
2. went to aquaria with incik hati manis - nak pergi petrosains tak dapat...
3. finish marking final exam...- a little disappointed but redha....
4. crisis with my housemate - bila rumah bukan lagi 'home sweet home'...
Later if the mood is inside me, I will write the whole story...
Now, need to sleep early because I need to wake up early...
Congratulations NJ for becoming students once again in your life...
Do your best for yourself and mak ayah....!!!
sye nak kek laici.. mne nak dapat???
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Mood Berubah ubah....
Exam dah start...
My paper already done yesterday..
And right now, I have those answer script...
I just go through those answer and I felt like I am not doing my job properly...
Haila....
On monday, my laptop charger rosak...
And I went to The Mines to buy the new one..
And I satisfied with it.. huhu...
On monday also, I got really great news..
I can continue my study!!!!
At UKM...
Register on 29th September 2012...
But as PJJ student..
Heheh....
And my life routine become like before...
Dinner alone at home...
And sometime watch TV alone...
Huhu...
I don't know why but my mood really weird today...
Why ea???
And suddenly aku jadi jiwang plak...
So, awak....
Lagu ni untuk awak~
(><)v
My paper already done yesterday..
And right now, I have those answer script...
I just go through those answer and I felt like I am not doing my job properly...
Haila....
On monday, my laptop charger rosak...
And I went to The Mines to buy the new one..
And I satisfied with it.. huhu...
On monday also, I got really great news..
I can continue my study!!!!
At UKM...
Register on 29th September 2012...
But as PJJ student..
Heheh....
And my life routine become like before...
Dinner alone at home...
And sometime watch TV alone...
Huhu...
I don't know why but my mood really weird today...
Why ea???
And suddenly aku jadi jiwang plak...
So, awak....
Lagu ni untuk awak~
(><)v
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
near miss
Hari ni...
Hampir-hampir kena langgar..
Salah sendiri jugak la...
Aku keluar dari lorong tu, ada van kat tepi...
So kereta tak nampak aku...
Dan aku pulak lebih termenung hari ni...
naseb baik aku sempat berhenti dan kereta tu sempat brek...
Kalau tak, aku kat hospital kot sekarang ni...
Terpaku sekejap then teruskan perjalanan ke kolej...
Dalam hati terus2 istighfar dan cuba tenangkan diri...
Alhamdulillah..
Syukur YA ALLAH..
tu sebenarnya peringatan untuk aku kan..
Hampir-hampir kena langgar..
Salah sendiri jugak la...
Aku keluar dari lorong tu, ada van kat tepi...
So kereta tak nampak aku...
Dan aku pulak lebih termenung hari ni...
naseb baik aku sempat berhenti dan kereta tu sempat brek...
Kalau tak, aku kat hospital kot sekarang ni...
Terpaku sekejap then teruskan perjalanan ke kolej...
Dalam hati terus2 istighfar dan cuba tenangkan diri...
Alhamdulillah..
Syukur YA ALLAH..
tu sebenarnya peringatan untuk aku kan..
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Balik Kampong!!!!
Yeay!!!!
Finally!!!
I went home!!!!
Huh, lega sangat dapat jumpa mak ayah...
And also dpt peluk Mr. Teddy...
My long journey start on Thursday which I went to visit practical students at Kuala Linggi..
After that I and my colleague, Maisarah find 'remis'...
Do you know what remis is??
I just saw remis last Thusrday.. That was my first time..
I have fun finding the remis along the seashore...
If my feet did not swollen.. I will have much more fun I think...
Oh, on the way to office that day, suddenly I felt something bite..or sengat my feet...
I did not see anything but it is hurt a little bit...
Then, I just continue walking...
Arrived at office I realized that my feet start to swollen..
I thought, it will heal later but unfortunately I am wrong....
It stay like that till Friday.. =.='
On friday, I visited another student at Sungai Udang..
And then Maisarah brought me to Dataran Pahlawan..
For what??
Just to find 'panda' for my adik...
And luckily, I FOUND IT!!!!
Cute but BIG panda for my little sister...
I bought another things for her which the theme also panda...
Hope she will like it..
I arrived Kluang nearly 7 p.m.
I waited abang awie till nearly 9 p.m because his car broke down...
Tired but can't do anything...
After that, I went to clinic and got some medicine which I really hate...(opps, tak makan ubat lagi)
Then had dinner which I paid...
'Ain tak belanja lagi kan lepas dapat gaji, hari ni belanja makan'
That is what abang awi said to me...
Hahaha..
I don't mind...
Sesekali kan...
I arrived safely at home nearly 11...
Took my bath and sleep!!!
On Saturday, my lovely mom cooked for me LAKSA!!!
My favourite...heheh...
I ate a lot...and I think I gained my weight....
And on Sunday, my mom cook sambal udang!!!!
And of course I ate a lot since I am the only one that eat prawn...
I came back to KL yesterday..
3 days 2 night at home felt like just a second...
Sekejap sangat...
And right now, I already miss my hometown...
masalah selalu timbul..
Aku harap semuanya mainan perasaan aku jek..
Aku terasa sesuatu...
Aku dah rasa lama and aku abaikan...
Tapi makin lama, makin terasa macam betul...
Haila...taknak lah hubungan dengan kawan2 terjejas..
Aku manusia biasa, andai ade salah bagitahu...
Mungkin aku akan marah sebab aku ego...
Tapi at least aku tau ape salah aku...
Jangan senyap jek...
To my incik hati manis:
Finally!!!
I went home!!!!
Huh, lega sangat dapat jumpa mak ayah...
And also dpt peluk Mr. Teddy...
My long journey start on Thursday which I went to visit practical students at Kuala Linggi..
After that I and my colleague, Maisarah find 'remis'...
Do you know what remis is??
I just saw remis last Thusrday.. That was my first time..
I have fun finding the remis along the seashore...
If my feet did not swollen.. I will have much more fun I think...
Oh, on the way to office that day, suddenly I felt something bite..or sengat my feet...
I did not see anything but it is hurt a little bit...
Then, I just continue walking...
Arrived at office I realized that my feet start to swollen..
I thought, it will heal later but unfortunately I am wrong....
It stay like that till Friday.. =.='
On friday, I visited another student at Sungai Udang..
And then Maisarah brought me to Dataran Pahlawan..
For what??
Just to find 'panda' for my adik...
And luckily, I FOUND IT!!!!
Cute but BIG panda for my little sister...
I bought another things for her which the theme also panda...
Hope she will like it..
I arrived Kluang nearly 7 p.m.
I waited abang awie till nearly 9 p.m because his car broke down...
Tired but can't do anything...
After that, I went to clinic and got some medicine which I really hate...(opps, tak makan ubat lagi)
Then had dinner which I paid...
'Ain tak belanja lagi kan lepas dapat gaji, hari ni belanja makan'
That is what abang awi said to me...
Hahaha..
I don't mind...
Sesekali kan...
I arrived safely at home nearly 11...
Took my bath and sleep!!!
On Saturday, my lovely mom cooked for me LAKSA!!!
My favourite...heheh...
I ate a lot...and I think I gained my weight....
And on Sunday, my mom cook sambal udang!!!!
And of course I ate a lot since I am the only one that eat prawn...
I came back to KL yesterday..
3 days 2 night at home felt like just a second...
Sekejap sangat...
And right now, I already miss my hometown...
masalah selalu timbul..
Aku harap semuanya mainan perasaan aku jek..
Aku terasa sesuatu...
Aku dah rasa lama and aku abaikan...
Tapi makin lama, makin terasa macam betul...
Haila...taknak lah hubungan dengan kawan2 terjejas..
Aku manusia biasa, andai ade salah bagitahu...
Mungkin aku akan marah sebab aku ego...
Tapi at least aku tau ape salah aku...
Jangan senyap jek...
To my incik hati manis:
SARA..
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Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Macam-macam
Last week, a lot of things happen...
On Friday, I was one of the invigilator for the final exam...
You know what happen???
That is the first time I became the invigilator and I need to face the problem..
How come student came to sit for exam without exam slip???
I really confuse..Don't know what to do...
Luckily the problem solved anyway..
Became invigilator for the whole day was really tiring...
My foot was swollen that night... Jalan pon terdengkut-dengkut..
I felt so tired...
I felt like I can't move my leg at all...
Really suffering ok..
I slept nearly 12 o'clock that night but I was woken up on 2 am by someone voice that screaming and fighting like it is 2 pm...
So frustrated!!!
That time, I felt like want to scream back at that person..
"Tak tau tengok jam ke... kalau nak gaduh pergilah jauh-jauh.. orang nak tido la... mengganggu ketenteraman awam adalah satu kesalahan tau x.."
On Friday I got a love letter from TNB.. yellow in colour...
And this things really made me stress!!!
There is tunggakan total up 128.15. I need to pay it before 5th June which is today or else the electrical supply will be cut.
Urgh!!! Tension ok...
I gave SMS to my housemate directly after read the letter...
Unfortunately,the one who always act as a leader didn't even reply and don't even ask about this matter till today...
My housemate went to TNB yesterday and that tunggakan was during October and November 2010.
And we still need to pay for that tunggakan...
So stress!!!
What should I do..
The amount is not sikit...128... boleh jadi duit makan untuk 2 minggu tau...
That is the story about Friday...
On Sunday, I got an SMS from my sister, Kak Ani..
She told me that, my cousin's son who was delivered last week past away...
Shocked and sad..
I just wished her congrat and suddenly I heard this bad news...
The baby was tak cukup bulan and there is some complication..
Usually I read this situation only in novel...
And when my family face this situation, I don't know why but I felt sad...
I can't even say 'takziah' to my cousin..I just can't...
Dear Kak Long,
Be strong...
ALLAH know what is the best for us...
Right??
This week, I busy with mid term test and quiz..
And I will go to Melaka on 7th and 8th of June to visit the practical students.
I will go with my colleague, Maisarah...
And then I will straight go back to my hometown...
Really miss my home...
It has been 3 months ok..
Can't wait for this Thursday...
Todays entry really long..
And thanks to whoever read til now even though I know, no one will read this..
Hahaha...
Till then, take care.....
On Friday, I was one of the invigilator for the final exam...
You know what happen???
That is the first time I became the invigilator and I need to face the problem..
How come student came to sit for exam without exam slip???
I really confuse..Don't know what to do...
Luckily the problem solved anyway..
Became invigilator for the whole day was really tiring...
My foot was swollen that night... Jalan pon terdengkut-dengkut..
I felt so tired...
I felt like I can't move my leg at all...
Really suffering ok..
I slept nearly 12 o'clock that night but I was woken up on 2 am by someone voice that screaming and fighting like it is 2 pm...
So frustrated!!!
That time, I felt like want to scream back at that person..
"Tak tau tengok jam ke... kalau nak gaduh pergilah jauh-jauh.. orang nak tido la... mengganggu ketenteraman awam adalah satu kesalahan tau x.."
On Friday I got a love letter from TNB.. yellow in colour...
And this things really made me stress!!!
There is tunggakan total up 128.15. I need to pay it before 5th June which is today or else the electrical supply will be cut.
Urgh!!! Tension ok...
I gave SMS to my housemate directly after read the letter...
Unfortunately,the one who always act as a leader didn't even reply and don't even ask about this matter till today...
My housemate went to TNB yesterday and that tunggakan was during October and November 2010.
And we still need to pay for that tunggakan...
So stress!!!
What should I do..
The amount is not sikit...128... boleh jadi duit makan untuk 2 minggu tau...
That is the story about Friday...
On Sunday, I got an SMS from my sister, Kak Ani..
She told me that, my cousin's son who was delivered last week past away...
Shocked and sad..
I just wished her congrat and suddenly I heard this bad news...
The baby was tak cukup bulan and there is some complication..
Usually I read this situation only in novel...
And when my family face this situation, I don't know why but I felt sad...
I can't even say 'takziah' to my cousin..I just can't...
Dear Kak Long,
Be strong...
ALLAH know what is the best for us...
Right??
This week, I busy with mid term test and quiz..
And I will go to Melaka on 7th and 8th of June to visit the practical students.
I will go with my colleague, Maisarah...
And then I will straight go back to my hometown...
Really miss my home...
It has been 3 months ok..
Can't wait for this Thursday...
Todays entry really long..
And thanks to whoever read til now even though I know, no one will read this..
Hahaha...
Till then, take care.....
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Hidup Saya
My life....
Dah lama tak update pape...
sedikit sibuk...
Tiga minggu ni jadual pack sikit sebab overlap antara batch genap dan batch ganjil....
Penat jugak la... sebab kelas sampai pkul 7 or 8 mlm...
Serius penat...
Kadang2 balik, mkan then trus tidur...
Tak larat nak buat apa-apa...
And starting this week,
I'm not teaching Principle of Disease Prevention anymore...
Due to some problem in college,
I teach Writing and Presenting Report for batch 19 and batch 21..
There are 5 classes which means a week I have 20 hours of lecture and tutorial....
Huhu...
Right now, I'm busy in key-in marks for batch 14...
They ask for their carry marks...huhu..
And also preparing for the lecture for batch 19 and 21...
Preparing games and quiz for them so that the lecture wont be boring....
Am i doing the right things???
Teaching make me learn new things everyday..
Teaching introduce me to different kind of people everyday...
Its good you know...
Because slowly it teach me to be a matured person..
I hope so....
Right now I'm thinking of continue my study to master level...
But I'm doubting about myself...
Whether I can divide my time and survive...
What do you think?
Dah lama tak update pape...
sedikit sibuk...
Tiga minggu ni jadual pack sikit sebab overlap antara batch genap dan batch ganjil....
Penat jugak la... sebab kelas sampai pkul 7 or 8 mlm...
Serius penat...
Kadang2 balik, mkan then trus tidur...
Tak larat nak buat apa-apa...
And starting this week,
I'm not teaching Principle of Disease Prevention anymore...
Due to some problem in college,
I teach Writing and Presenting Report for batch 19 and batch 21..
There are 5 classes which means a week I have 20 hours of lecture and tutorial....
Huhu...
Right now, I'm busy in key-in marks for batch 14...
They ask for their carry marks...huhu..
And also preparing for the lecture for batch 19 and 21...
Preparing games and quiz for them so that the lecture wont be boring....
Am i doing the right things???
Teaching make me learn new things everyday..
Teaching introduce me to different kind of people everyday...
Its good you know...
Because slowly it teach me to be a matured person..
I hope so....
Right now I'm thinking of continue my study to master level...
But I'm doubting about myself...
Whether I can divide my time and survive...
What do you think?
Friday, March 16, 2012
Berdiri Di Atas Kaki Sendiri...
DULU
|
SEKARANG
|
Balik kuliah sama2 dengan kawan2.
|
Balik keje sorang2
|
Kenal sangat dengan housemate
|
Tak sempat nak kenal.
|
Banyak mulut- duk bercakap jek
|
Tetiba jadi pendiam...
|
Makan malam ramai2
|
Makan malam sengsorang
|
Nak tido sempat borak2
|
Tido tanpa bercakap dengan sesapa pon
|
Boleh p jenjalan ramai2
|
Tak tau nak jalan mane and dengan sape
|
These are the differences and it make me miss my friends a lot!!!!
Conclusion: I need to be independent and live on my own...
T_______________________T
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Rumah...kerja...
I moved already and I just talked to my roommate yesterday..
We both busy with our things and less time to meet and talk...
But, I know she is ok and we just need the time to know each other...
Yesterday, I had a chat with my friend..
And I just knew that she is married and have one child....girl...
Serious, I didn't know when she get married..
But then the baby girl is so cute...
She live at Kajang and I wish I could go there to meet her and the cute girl..
hahaha...
Last night, I got cold....suddenly..
And today my voice sound a little bit different...
Sore throat also come visit me...
Huhu..
Feel like I will get fever...
But I hope not...
I walked to work today!!!
Can I bangga with that???
hahaha...
We both busy with our things and less time to meet and talk...
But, I know she is ok and we just need the time to know each other...
Yesterday, I had a chat with my friend..
And I just knew that she is married and have one child....girl...
Serious, I didn't know when she get married..
But then the baby girl is so cute...
She live at Kajang and I wish I could go there to meet her and the cute girl..
hahaha...
Last night, I got cold....suddenly..
And today my voice sound a little bit different...
Sore throat also come visit me...
Huhu..
Feel like I will get fever...
But I hope not...
I walked to work today!!!
Can I bangga with that???
hahaha...
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