New Job

Assalamualaikum and selamat hari raya!!!



Well, as the title... I have a new job and just started this week, 10th June.
Still mengajar, cuma di kolej lain.


Well, frankly.. the interview was conducted last year..
Puasa tahun lepas.
And I got call from the college, end of April. this year... setahun wei.. haha
The HR asked me to start on 1st may but since I have to submit one month notice, so I could only start in June.
Sebenarnya kena bagi 2 bulan notis.. tapi lama sangat kan.
So bayar la lagi sebulan gaji kat kolej..
Habis la duit simpanan.... hukhuk...


So, dalam tempoh sebulan tu... selesaikan segala kerja..
And I just finish marking exam paper semalam. hehe..
Kiranya, nak keluar cara baik lah...
And after 7 years and 2 months... I say goodbye..
Last day tu jumaat sebelum cuti raya.
Takde la rasa sedih sangat sebab kepala macam set nak cuti raya...


Isnin lepas start la kat tempat baru...
And baru la segala rasa sedih and nak meraung tu datang...
Rindu gila kat kawan2 yag dah macam family..
And disebabkan aku memang lambat panas, lambat klik and lambat rapat... it make the situation worst.
Setiap pagi mesti rasa nak nangis...hukhuk...
RINDUNYA KAT ORANG ORANG BILIK BELAKANG!!!!!









Jadinya rutin hidup pon berubah...
Disebabkan kolej ni jauh and I dont have car... I need to take the public transport....
Now, pukul 10 malam dah tidur... why?
Sebab pukul 5 pagi dah bangun...siap2 semua...
Azan subuh je terus solat and gerak ke bus stop, waiting for the first bus...
So naik bas ke LRT stesen... naik LRT sampai Masjid Jamek, lepas tu tukar LRT hala sentul pulak...
Kalau bas tak lambat, 7.21 pagi dah sampai ofis..sempat lah sarapan sebab masuk kerja pukul 8.00 pagi...balik 5 petang...
Kalau lambat sikit macam semalam, 7.40 la...
Balik? sama macam perjalanan datang kerja.. kalau tak menyinggah, 6.30 petang sampai dah rumah..
Penat? Sikit la, tapi aku kena kuat!!!!


And untuk menjimatkan, aku beli pas unlimited MY100 dari Rapid..
RM100 sebulan, unlimited pass to busses and LRT...
Pada aku jimat sebab, kalau tak...tambang bas and LRT pegi balik dalam RM10 sehari...
So lepas ni, naik je... tak payah guna or topup touch & go card...


Tengah fikir pasal nak beli kereta.. tapi kalau beli pun... maybe tak drive jugak.. sebab parking mahal...
huhu...
Tak tau la, tengok la keadaan nanti macam mana...


SO guys, doakan perjalanan hidup aku hari ni, esok dan hari seterusnya sentiasa lancar dan dalam lindungan ALLAH tau!



Until next entry,
NJ.

XOXO

Happy birthday...

Selamat hari lahir mr. Dark Knight aka Mr. Patriot...

Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki selalu.

Semoga segala urusan dipermudahkan.

Semoga kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan sentiasa mengiringi perjalanan hidup awak.

Dan semoga awak sentiasa dibawah rahmatNya..

A Closure

A few words....



Hope were given... or maybe I get my hope high..
Dreaming on and on...
No words had been exchange.. but still, I thought the deeds mean something...
I thought....



Ahad, on the way from home...
Scrolling down my IG...
Saw the stories...
First picture - girl atas pelamin with kawan2, caption: tahniah.
Second picture - man atas pelamin yang sama, caption: terima kasih pada semua yang hadir....


I could hear my heart break into pieces....
Untuk kesekian kalinya...



Typing.... TAHNIAH.. send...
And no reply till today....




I dont know what I feel...
Kejap macam sedih, kejap macam okay.
haih....



But I guess, I got what i've been waiting right...
A closure...
For all my hopes...
For all my dreams... of me and you....






Kalau dulu, it took me 3 years...
Untuk kali ni, berapa lama pulak?